Transparence(ChAndy One Shots)

Stable V

Blood rushed through his body when he saw who is standing by his door. He blinked a couple of times to make sure he is not dreaming and he isn't.

"I would uhmm like to talk to you."She said softly.

"C-Come in. I'm sorry, haven't had the chance to clean up. I didn't expect that you would come here."He uttered as they both enter his apartment and he closed and stacked his textbooks together right away that made her forehead creased.

"Medical books?"She asked and he scratched his forehead.

"I uhmm review them so that uhmm you won't yell at me at the hospital."He answered and she slowly nodded.

"You still smoke your favorite cigar?"She asked all of a sudden that made his forehead crease.

"What?"He asked.

"I just recognized the smell of your favorite cigar."She answered.

"Yes, I still smoke but lesser than before. You still remember the smell."He said softly.

"Yeah, I still remember. And I can smell the way it mix with your cologne."She uttered and he smiled.

"So what are we going to talk about?"He asked.

"Ahh yes. About the uhmm about this morning."She answered.

"Do you wanna sit?I'll get you water?"He asked and she shook her head.

"No, I'll just sit."She answered and he nodded as he watch her sit on the sofa before he sat across her.

"Did I really got you pregnant?"He asked right away and she nodded with a hum.

"Yes, you did."She answered.

"What happened to the baby?"He asked and she looked down.

"I uhmm...I-I aborted the baby."She answered that made his eyes go round.

"I wanted to keep the baby, Andy, I really wanted to keep it. But I still have dreams and I-I don't want the baby to grow up without a father."She added and he is just sitting there in silence, trying to sync in everything.

"I know I'm tough with you at the hospital but you can hate me for giving up the baby. But I want you to know that I thought about it for a long time before making that decision."She said softly and tears started rolling down her cheeks.

"I-I need to go. And about last night, I'm sorry."She whispered before standing up.

"I'm sorry, Andy."She uttered and he held her wrist all of a sudden that made her jolt. He stood up, looking straight into her eyes and he kissed her that shocked her. At first, she didn't want to respond to his kisses but her lips betrayed her. She closed her eyes as she start responding to his kisses and he gently cupped her face before wiping her tears with his thumbs.

"It's not your fault."He whispered against her lips and she hugged him, before burying her face on his neck.

"I understand why you had to give the baby up. It's not your fault and I also had a part in your decision-making. I broke your heart, I hurt you, I know that."He said softly and he started swaying slowly.

"I know you're tough but I also know you're so soft, you can cry."He whispered and she pulled back from their hug.

"You're not mad?"She asked and he shook his head.

"No, I'm not. That's your choice and I'm not against it."He said and she nodded.

"I know you're still mad at me added with what happened last night but you wanna cuddle and talk about it?"He asked and she bit her lower lip.