My George

12th May

My George,

They say they want to send me home, they'll let me go home. when they asked for my address i have yours. i said that's where i'd go. i'm sorry for that... because you never officially asked me to move in, to the little flat above the shop, with you and Fred... I just did. I just lived there.

Freddie...

Oh my God, Freddie. He's not here either.

I hope he is with you.

I'm too scared to see your family. that maybe they'll blame me for not looking after you, or anything. But i miss them... i miss all of them, especially Molly. God i miss Molly. I miss coming round to your house.

Do you remember when i first met them ? your family. you were desperate for me too, even though i tried to put it off. It was Christmas and we'd only been dating for a couple of months. And i was going to stay at Hogwarts, like i have since my parents..., but you refused. You packed my bags and took me, and i remember how scared i was. i remember not eating for days before and you laughing at me for being so dumb.

She was lovely, they all were, still are ! And they became like my family. You know that holidays with your family were my favourite thing. They always made me feel so welcome, and it was so busy, with Harry too, and whoever Fred decided to date at the time.

And when she asked me why i wasn't with my own family... she didn't flinch or move away or look disgusted, and when i cried she didn't look away or tell me it's my own fault or tell me that i'm a disappointment, she hugged me, tight, so tight i almost couldn't breathe, and she told me she was proud of me and that it's my parents loss for kicking me out, and that i could spend every holiday there. She told me she supported me, whatever my sexuality, and she told me that she loved me. and i felt welcome and loved and happy and... that never changed.

It was 2 years ago, and i can't believe it. It's gone so quick, and i fell more in love with you each day. each and every day. I'm still falling i love with you.

I always will be.

Soppy, i know. But you can deal with it.

Ipheion xx