Natasha's POV
Today Lisa can finally get out of the room she still hasn't slept well and her anxiety is still very high.She can get out of this room today.Lisa is about 55.7 pounds now and Lisa was shaking and crying"No...no...no...no...no"Lisa kept saying"What's wrong babygirl"I asked her and she just kept repeating the word no.The moment we walked out of the room Lisa's face filled with panic.I got her to her room and i helped her to sit down on her bed and i put some pillows around her so she would be comfortable.Everyone were out for the night.Lisa was okay around Bruce,Sam,Tony,Vision,Clint and Thor matter a fact she relied on them a lot and Sam was here to help me and i sat next to Lisa.Lisa instantly circled up into me her tiny body"I'm hungry"Lisa said and my heart filled with joy everytime she said that"What do you want to eat?"Sam asked and Lisa just shrugged her shoulder and cuddled more into me.Sam went into the kitchen and decided on something"You cold?"I asked Lisa and she nodded "A little"She said and i nodded and i just played with her hair"Want me to get you a blanket?"I asked her"No...No... don't leave"She said"I'm right here babygirl"I said and Lisa just took a deep breath"I'm scared Nat i don't want anything else to happen"Lisa said and i just nodded"I know and guess what i'm here to protect you.Nobody is getting to you"I said and Sam came and and put the food on the table and i asked Sam to get a blanket and he gave me and i covered Lisa with it"He...He threatened to shoot me one time if i didn't stop crying"Lisa said she was letting us in little by little with little fact's here and there."He left the gun in the room and left with you know who and i...I...I tired to shoot myself...I hated it there but it was empty"Lisa said"Omg Liz how long was this?"Sam asked her"I don't know i lost track of time"Lisa said and it took everything in me not to burst out sobbing when Lisa said she tried to kill herself
Sam's POV
It broke my heart when Lisa said she wanted to kill herself when Hydra had her.Natasha just held her tighter"I missed you guys so much"Lisa said Natasha held her"We missed you too so much"Natasha said"We shouldn't have left you alone in here"Natasha said and Lisa just looked down with tears"Girls you can't focus on the past"I said and Natasha just nodded and i just covered Lisa with the blanket"I know.I know but still maybe then none of this would have happened"Lisa said with tears and Natasha just smothen Lisa's hair"That may be true but it may be wrong remember that"I said and Natasha nodded"I'm sorry"Lisa said"It's not your fault Liz it's his fault"I said.Lisa would freak out if you said anything about Hydra or Bucky so everyone had to be extra careful and Lisa just eat 65% of the food i gave her.If she ate more her stomach would hurt so bad and she would get sick throwing up sick.Bruce don't know what's wrong but she basically has to eat a child meal or she get's sick.Lisa started rambling on about song idea she had and how she couldn't wait to get back to fighting and saving the world and I couldn't but smile at Natasha because we finally had her back"What's going to happen to them know?"Lisa asked"We don't know baby"Natasha said.I love how much they care about eachother.They look in love even if they are not together
Natasha's POV
We all agreed when Lisa woke up.We wouldn't tell her that Bucky actually got away."Liz you have to talk to us"I said and Lisa just looked at me"I have been"Lisa said and i just looked at her"Lisa"I said and Lisa tarted muttering incoherently to herself so me and Sam just sighed it happened a lot lately and they don't know why there are still so many unknown's in her health mental and physical.Lisa kept muttering to herself for about an hour and half but eventuall feel asleep laying her head on me"Which room are we putting her in?"Sam asked"Her room i guess"I said and Sam picked Lisa's frail body up and she woke up she was not a heavy sleeper anymore"Sam"Lisa said"I got you"Sam said and Sam laid Lisa in bed.I saw a slight smile on his face"Are you staying with her tonight?"Sam asked me and i just looked at Lisa in the bed."Should I?"I asked"I don't know"Sam said and i just took a deep breath"I will come in if she need's me"I said and Sam nodded
