Real Love?

Chapter 7

August POV
I woke up to the smell of breakfast. Damn, shawty cookin for me after she had that nightmare. She a special one fr tho.

*buzz buzz*

Thot Tasha: Hey baby. I haven't seen you in over a week. Call me when you read this so we can meet up ;))

Tasha is my ex and she sure as hell annoying as fuck. She never leaves me alone and ruins every chance I have with anyone. I won't lie, she give good head and shit. I aint neva had it with her. Aint wanna get no thot pregnant.

I put my phone down and went to the restroom. I did my hygiene, but I notice there was a note crumbled up in the corner.

"Hey August. You're special and I feel I don't deserve you. You're sexy, funny, and an amazing guy. I know I'm not a great person and I defiantly don't deserve you. I still love you..."

I stuffed the note into my pocket and walked to the kitchen where Jade was cooking. She had some shorts on that gave her justice. I walked behind her and grabbed her waist and rested my head on her neck.

"Awww, my baby is cooking for me." I said hugging her.

"Haha. Anything you want, ill do August." she said cheesing

"We need to talk seriously Jade." I said letting go of her.

She looked really scared. "Ok..What's up?" she said.

"Tell me the truth. What do you think of us? Why you hesitating ma?" I said looking deep into her eyes.

"I just want to know you better." she said looking away.

"You're lying, but since you won't tell me I guess I have to tell you." I look the note out of my pocket and she started blushing really hard out of embarrassment. I read it and told her to explain.

"I have never seen myself as pretty or even decent looking. After my ex boyfriend abused me all the time and called me ugly, I gave up." she began to cry and that's why I knew she wasn't ready to have this conversation.

"I'm so sorry. That nigga dumb asf for thinking you arent beautiful. You are the sweetest person i've met. If I ever see him, I'll kill him. I swea on it for you. I'm sorry fo pushin this conversation." I said lifting her chin up.

She looked so hurt, it was killin a nigga and makin him feel guilty and shit.

"But ion want you thinkin we can't be something mo. Your the perfect one and one day we gon be together. I wanna be the one to steal your virginity. I want to be the father of your children. I want you to be wifey forever and always. Don't doubt yourself ma." I said sincerely.

She nodded and turned around to finish cooking. After that conversation, we both got quiet until I broke the silence and said, "You want me to drop you off after you finish eating?" She nodded her head.
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We got in the car and put in my album and played 'Benediction.' Jade sang the whole song, and she had the best voice i've heard.

"Aye, I aint know you was that big of a fan ma." I said smiling but focusing on the road.

She blushed really hard and continuing to other songs. Why wont she let me be hers? Why i'm still waiting on a chance? God always has a plan for a reason so I guess it's ok.

We got to her house and she got out, as did I. She gave me a bear hug and kissed my cheek.

"Thank you August. I loved our date and I hope we do it again." she said.

"Oh trust me, we will again. I'll see you later ma." I said kissing her forehead.

She walked into the house with my clothes on but still looking sexy as fck! Her curves are perfect, her hair, her smell, shit she is perfect.