Real Love?

Chapter 26

Ryan POV

"I don't understand why Micaela always gotta say shit like that. It just makes me so frustrated." I said to Jade

"I know how you feel, but we both know that she's been through a lot. She takes it harder than we do." she said

"Micaela! Come upstairs!" I yelled

"Don't say anything more. We're have to get through this all together." Jade told me

Micaela came in my room with mascara running all over her face. I knew she didn't mean it but she always saying shit like that so it just hurts and makes me think other wise.

"I really didn't mean it. Honestly, I don't know..what happen?" she said crying in between

"Come here." I said

She sat in between Jade and I. I feel bad for her but it's what she deserves. She's always acting like she can take everything in and handle it herself.

"I'm sorry Ryan. I'm sorry Jade. I'm trying to improve all of my flaws." she said

Jade looked away and said, "It's fine, but I don't need you blowing up in my face. Stop assuming shit and just ask first. I'm not trying to ruin your life, i'm trying to help."

"I understand and i'm sorry. I'll try my best from now on." Micaela said

Jade nodded her head and Micaela looked at me. "I'm sorry Ryan. You know how I am."

I shook my head, "Maybe I don't. Maybe the Micaela I met in Pre-K isn't the same one. You've changed too much for me to even understand you."

She looked at me shocked and hurt. "You know what? Since you want to know everything so bad, i'll tell you. SOMEONE RAPED ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHO!"

Jade's mouth dropped and I stood there shocked as ever. What the fuck is she saying? I pinched myself to think I was dreaming.

"Come again?" Jade said, not believing this was real

"I GOT RAPED!! Ok? I wasn't ready to tell you now but since you both think i'm changing so damn much. I didn't go out and have sex. It was a lie to cover up my shame." she said crying, but yelling

"Calm down Micaela. We don't have to--" Jade said, before getting interrupted

"NO! Since you both want to know so badly, I got raped. In my room, by some bitch ass punk. My mom left for literally 25 minutes, and BAM! Some nigga came and got my phone and threw it. He told me if I wanted to live I couldn't scream." she said crying and trying to catch her breath.

"He saw me about to scream and pulled his gun out. I had to cry in silence and he threatened me if I go to the police, you both will get hurt and my mom." Micaela said sitting down

By this time, I saw Jade get up and leave. She ran out her own house and cried. I started putting all the pieces together, and some how they were actually fitting.

"I'm sorry Micaela. You should've told both of us the next day." I said

"I wanted to, but I don't want you guys to get hurt like I did. I don't want you to go through the terror." she cried in my shoulder.

I didn't say anything. My mind was filled with too many thought and question. Obviously now isn't the time to ask but eventually she's gonna tell me.

"I swear to the one and only Lord, if me and that nigga come face to face. I'm killing him." I whispered to myself , but loud enough so Micaela could hear me.

She looked up and wiped her eyes, "Where did Jade go?"

I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know, but you know we need to find her real quick. She's crazy when she's mad."

We both got up and ran downstairs, quickly putting on our shoes and sweater. I ran to the driver side of my Range and Micaela hopped in. We drove out of the neighborhood and drove towards the park. Jade's favorite spot when she's mad is the park for some reason.

"OH MY GOD!!!!" Micaela yelled

I snapped out of my thoughts and saw Jade's car smashed into a tree. I pulled over and ran out the car. I ran to see if Jade was ok, and I saw a whole lot of blood.

"Jesus help me." I said

And with that..I blacked out.