Real Love?

Chapter 4

I was disappointed after he said that until he grabbed my hand and smiled.

"Jade, I was kidding ma. You know I wasn't gon let you down like that. You can stay on tour with me as long as you want." he said seriously.

"I LOVE YOU AUGUST!!" I said without thinking. I knew it was way to early to say anything like that even friend wise, so I started blushing out of embarrassment.

"I love you too Jade." he said smiling and rubbing my thigh.
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I thought we were going to my place to chill, but apparently we werent. We pulled up to this huge mansion. It looked pretty small, but there is no doubt that house was huge.

"Sorry, I forgot to tell you that we gon chill at my place for a while. Is that ok with you ma?"

"Umm..yeah that's fine." i said scared.

He got out and opened the door for me. He is such a gentleman, but I'm hoping he doesn't think I'm exploring his bedroom. I'm still a virgin and I want the right person to take that title away. I;m not saying August isn't great and all but I...

"Whatchu thinking bout ma?" August said interrupting my thoughts.

"I wasn't thinking about anything." I said lying, putting my head down.

"Yes you were. I've been standing here for a good 3 minutes now. Tell me." he said.

"Ok, honestly. I don't want you thinking I'm another one of your hoes. You have to earn your respect for whatever you want." i said as softly as I could.

He nodded his head. "I ain't tryna get some...yet. I just want a real bestfriend right now."

"Thank you August. You know it's kind of cold, let's go inside." I said holding onto his hand.

We walked in his beauty house. It's huge and I wanna test if there's an echo, but I don't want him thinking i'm childish..lol

"Go ahead ma. Test the echo out." he said with that beautiful smirk.

"I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND...I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND..I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND..i love my best friend." I said echoing. This boy is reading my mind, i swear on it.

"Hey..i'll be right back. I need to change." he said.

I nodded my head and made my way to his living room. He had this huge TV and the house just smelled like him. I think I like him, actually I know I like him. But i'm sure am not about to tell him yet.

I sat on the couch and enjoyed the presence of being at his house.

"This boy better have food." I said getting up.

I went to this huge ass kitchen and search his empty fridge. I searched his pantry and found everything. How this nigga gonna have food in the pantry but not the fridge? -_- I bent down to the bottom self to get chips, and then soft, big, warm hands wrapped around my waist. I jumped because I was scared but I saw it was August.

"Holy shit August! You scared me." I said hitting his chest playfully.

"I'm sorry ma. You just to beautiful not to touch." he said licking his lips and attacking me with a tight hug.

"August your hurting my boobs." I said laughing. "Let me go please."

"Nah. You gon have to work you way out or gimme a real, long ass kiss ma." he said

"No. Never." I said hitting him and running away from him.

"Jade you don't even know where you're going so ima find you and put it down." he said lowly.

I hid in this corner right next to a huge bedroom. I assumed it was August's because of the color way. I heard footsteps and he said, "Come on ma. I'm sorry. Auggie will do anything just to see you pretty face again. Just come out for me."

Instantly, I popped out and ran straight at him and gave him a jump hug.

"It's ok Auggie. I forgive you, but only this time. Next time i'm gonna whoop yo ass." I said laughing while he was slick holding my ass because i was still in the jump position.

"Thank you Jade. I love you." he said

"yeah..okk." I said awkwardly

"why didn't you say it back?" he said sounded kind of frustrated, dropping me down to the floor.

"It's hard for me to say that and actually mean it. I don't know how to love. Let alone I don't know what love is. Last time I tried to figure out what it is..never mind." I said almost crying.

"Tell me ma. You can trust me with your secrets, with your life, and most definitely your heart. I'll never break anything on you or in you." he said seriously but happily.

"My ex boyfriend was abusive and that's all I want to say. Maybe another time." I said.

"That's fine. I want you to know i'll never put my hands on you Jade. I'll never make you do anything that doesn't have a good outcome of it. Most of all, I'm never gon make you have or do anything forced. I know we only met a few days ago, but don't lie. You know we have something meant for each other. I've never said this so soon and actually meant it, but I love you Jade. Best friend wise right now because that's what you want." he said.

"I love you too Auggie. I really do with half of my heart. You gotta earn the other." I said laughing the ending part.

"That's gon be easy. But you tryna watch a movie ma?"

"YASSSSS!!! Something scary so we can cuddle." I said.

He smirked, "I would cuddle with you just because ma."

I smiled. I knew this was gonna be one good ass night. ;))))))))))))))