Real Love?

Chapter 28

Jade POV

"What do you want? Actually, get the hell out of my sight." I said, crying

"I'm sorry, but you have to understand I never mean to hurt you. I never mean to blow up on you either, it just happens." Micaela said

"Just get out!" I said

"Stop it Jade! She's trying to apologize!" Ryan yelled

I don't get why Ryan was taking up for her, but I didn't feel like seeing any of them anymore.

"Honestly, both of you guys are the one always arguing Ryan and I never complain." I said

"I just want all of us to be cool and on the same page." Micaela said

"You can't always run away from your problems. Stop facing your fears and express them." I said angry

"She's right." Ryan whispered

"Thank you. And for starters, you need to stop blowing up on people before asking them what's up or if it happened first. It's so damn annoying how you always doing that kind of shit." I said

"You have to understand when I figure stuff out I get angry."

"But most of the time you're not even sure if it's true or not." I snapped

"I'm trying to put this behind us but doesn't seem like you want to." Micaela said

"Honestly, I don't want to put it behind us. We have to fix it to even think if we could "move past it" or whatever that's suppose to mean." I said

"What else do you want me to do? I've apologized so many times, no one can count."

"You can't just apologize and do it again. You hurt my head so much, I don't think you understand. You apologize which makes me think you won't blow up on ME again but you do." I said, frustrated

"I don't mean to blow up on you or anyone." she said

"See here's the problem, you don't blow up on anyone BUT me! You failed to realize that." I said

She put her head down and said, "I've been going through a hard time so everything is hard right now."

"No. Don't use that fucking excuse AGAIN! Please don't. Think of something better." I said

"You know what, fuck you Jade. I've done so much stuff for you and you treat me like this? Are you fucking kidding me?" she said

"Hold up. Number one, don't use that line about how much you did for me. Cause I did more shit for you but i'm not going to use that dumb ass line. Number two, you never raise your voice at anyone but me. Last but not least, but I heard YOU WERE TRYING THINGS WITH AUGUST!" I said yelling the part about August

She looked shocked, "Who told you that?"

"I have my sources, but it's funny how you didn't deny it. Nice to know how loyal you are."

"I swear to you on my father up in heaven that I haven't done anything or tried anything with August." she said seriously

I nodded my head and Ryan shook her head in disappointment. I knew she was about to give me a whole lot of shit about everything so I mentally prepared myself.

"Are you guys serious right now? Both of you are arguing off of stupid shit. Like are you fucking kidding me?" Ryan said

"You have to.." I said before Ryan cut me off

"No, i'm talking. You already had your turn. You both need to get a grip and stop arguing. So do I but you to have been going at it for the past 15 minutes and obviously you forgot I was still here. Aren't you ever tired of yelling? Or getting mad at each other?" she said looking at both of us

I don't know about Micaela, but I sure as hell was tired and irritated. It was like we were going at it every damn day.

"Just think about this. What if Jade died today, Micaela? How would you live with yourself knowing you and your bestfriend ended off with an argument? I'm disappointed in all of us." Ryan said, crying.

She put her head down and walked out my room. It was only Micaela and I. I guess none of us decided to break the silence because we sat there for at least 45 minutes without saying a word, until Ryan came back.

"We got your released forms. We can take you home, but I don't think we're going on that trip." Ryan said depressed

"Ok. Thanks Ryan. And i'm really sorry." I said with my head down

"We'll talk later. For now, let's enjoy the rest of your birthday, okay?" she said

I nodded my head and Micaela did the same. I walked out to see August and Colin. He asked me all these questions and I didn't feel like talking.

"I'll explaoin everything later babe. Let's just get out of here." I said to August

He nodded his head. I was listening to the Empire sound track and I had this weird feeling about tonight.

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