love lies ; tzukook

06

Tzuyu

I am now here at the dorm and it's currently monday, I left the apartment yesterday and it's such a miracle that Jungkook isn't finding me or anything but he did text me saying he wants to explain.

What is there to explain anyways?

I am now on my way to JYP Building to tell PD nim the truth because I can't hide this forever.

"come in" I entered his office and his eyes are focused in the monitor so he can't see my expressions. I sat down infront of his desk and slowly slid in the ultrasound pics infront of him.

"PD nim, mianhe." tears are already forming in my eyes and he was just there staring back and forth at the picture and me.

"I did warn the both of you" he messed with his hair and got a folder in his cabinet.

"I've predicted that this could happen so you have two options. It's either take an abortion or be removed from the group. You choose." I cried again. It's too hard to pick, both are my life but I can't take risk and kill a innocent child.

I got back at the dorm carrying the folder that PD nim gave me, there are two papers there. One is for the abortion agreement and the other one was for the resignation from the group.

I asked my unnies to give me some privacy for a while so they didn't enter my room. I held my knees and cried, not knowing how to decide. I know it's bad for me to cry but what can I do? There's only one option that looks good for me.

The next day I asked the unnies to gather at the living room to tell them my decision. We grouped in a circle and they are all staring at me.

"So you all know I'm pregnant right? I told PD nim about it... and-and... he gave me two options..." I cried so hard that I can't even continue my words.

"I decided to leave the group." they all looked so shocked and Sana unnie is already crying. I am so mad at myself for letting all of this happen to me.

They started crying out loud one by one until they comforted me. Nayeon unnie said she understands. Jeongyeon unnie gave me some words. Momo and Sana unnie hugged me and repeatedly saying Nine or None. Jihyo unnie told me to take care of myself and not worry about them. While Mina, Dahyun and Chaeyoung hugged me without saying a word.

I am gonna miss them.

Everything was dramatic not until we heard a loud banging at the door.

"Tzuyu! I know you're there" it was Jungkoook's voice and it seems like Jimin is stopping him.

"Tzuyu, can't you just listen to me." I heard faint sobs at the door but I still didn't open it. I don't want be weak.

"Please, come back." after that the banging stopped, screams also stopped. I opened the door and saw Jimin oppa there carrying Jungkook who was completely drunk and unconscious.

"I'm sorry for that Tzuyu" I kneeled so that I could be at his level and I touched his face for maybe the last time and kissed him on the lips. Our forehead connected and I whispered "Why? Was it all just a lie?" I removed my hands on his cheeks and as I stand up, I entered the room and didn't look back.

"Unnie deul, I'm going back to Taiwan." they all nodded back at me and we all entered our own rooms with sadness surrounding us.

I asked manager nim to give the agreement letter to PD nim and book me a flight to Taiwan and she said my flight is in three days. That was quick but who cares.

I don't think I would be able to trust him again. He hurt me. He lied. If you would ask me why I didn't want to hear his side, it's because he'll just lie anyways.

*time skip*

Today is my flight back to Taiwan. Jungkook has been banging at the dorm everyday and I am worried that it might be a little bit disturbing for unnie deul.

I was fixing my hand carry luggage when I suddenly see Jin oppa barged into my room. How did he even got in? I saw Nayeon unnie behind him and she closed the door. So it was a setup.

"Are you really going to leave?" I nodded at him and he looked so disappointed. Is he gonna stop me? that's the question in my mind right now.

I was looking down because I am so afraid that he's too mad at me but I didn't realize that he's already picking something inside my bag.

I panicked when I saw the ultrasound pictures in his hands. He looked at me back and forth to the picture and he messed his hair.

"Tzuyu! What is this?!" he shouted so I suddenly found a urge to cry. Now he's really mad.

"Jungkook needs to see this!" He ran out my room and I grabbed my hands begging him not to tell Jungkook.

"Please, oppa" someone called him and he looked back at me before answering it. He put it on loudspeaker so I can hear it and it was Taehyung.

"Hyung, Jungkook left."

"What? Where did he say he's going?"

"To Lisa" he dropped the call and kneeled infront of me and he said.

"I'm sorry you need to hear that but don't worry your secret is safe with me. I don't know what is happening with Jungkook but he doesn't deserve you. Take care Tzuyu, until we meet again." he kissed my forehead and left.

Take care, my fave oppa.