love lies ; tzukook

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Tzuyu

"Tzuyu, you should also walk down the red carpet for TMA." when JYP PD nim said that I froze. I'm not ready for this. I was supposed to say something but they left me there behind. I was so confused on what to do but I cannot back out, TMA is already tomorrow.

I drive home feeling worried about what could people say about me and what news could circulate around.

I opened the door and I was welcomed by a smiling Seojun. My stress immediately disappeared and it was changed into happiness because Seojun is always my happy pill. I carried him on the way to the living room but I didn't expect someone in there.

"Appa, Eomma is home!" my jaw dropped as I saw Jungkook there sitting at the couch while his legs crossed and a coffee in his hands.

I admit he looked so fine at this point but I need to keep myself together.

"Seojun, why don't you go and play with Kaylee for a while okay?" I expected him to walk away but he threw a tantrum instead.

"No!" then he ran to Jungkook's arms and he carried him. I knew he wouldn't do as I say but at least I tried.

"Okay, then I'll just go and change" I entered the room as fast as I can and locked the door. My heart is beating so fast and I knew that this time it's not because I was nervous, it's because my heart is fluttered again.

I changed my clothes into a casual one and got out to cook dinner for everyone.

I walked straight to the kitchen and took out the kimchi, rice and cheese at the fridge so I can make kimchi fried rice and sausages for Seojun.

As I open the stove I saw Kaylee come out of her room looking so depressed and sad. I wonder why is she like that though.

She tried to get the spatula from me but I just told her to sit down and play with Seojun.

I fried the rice as I heard them there giggling and all but after a while I felt hands around my waist and I saw Jungkook hugging me.

I don't know but my body just kinda froze in there and I cannot move. I looked at him eye to eye and he stared at me too.

"Mrs. Jeon?" my heart won't stop beating at this point and I just wanna run away but he kissed me on the lips and got the spatula from my hands.

"Why did you do that? I hate you!" I said pinching his arms, not wanting Seojun to hear us.

"Why? You like it though" he said that then smirked at me, I left him there in the kitchen feeling butterflies in my stomach. I sat at the sofa and watched Seojun play with Kaylee.

I occasionally caressed Seojun's hair when he was smiling since he like it so much.

"Food is ready." Jungkook said in the kitchen and I stood up as I told Kaylee and Seojun to go and eat. Kaylee said she's full so she entered her room and we are left there.

Seojun still cannot get up on the chair on his own so I carried him up and made him sit. I put napkin on his neck and gave him just the right serving.

I also got mine and we ate together. Seojun and Jungkook was getting along too soon as I expected but I guess it isn't bad.

I also noticed that there are some habits of Jungkook that Seojun has adapted like how he wipe his nose everytime he's shy.

After we eat, I cleaned the table and Jungkook washed the plates. I didn't told him but he did anyways.

I put Seojun into sleep after cleaning the table and I got out of the room once again. I saw Jungkook wandering around the apartment and looking at the picture frames at the wall.

"He grown way too fast." that's what he said while looking at the picture of Seojun when he was a newborn. I suddenly felt so bad getting Seojun away from him.

"I'm sorry if you didn't meet him at the right time. I just-" my sentence cut off when he hugged me tight.

"Past is past Tzuyu but I still love you" I was hesitant to give him a hug back but the only thing I knew that night is that I must follow my heart even just this time so I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him back.

"I-I love you too" we stayed like that for a long time and he bid goodbye not long after since we both need to get ready for TMA.

*Tomorrow Morning*

"Eomma, can't I really watch live?" he pouted and held my hands stopping me to leave.

"Sorry, Seojun but you can't but you can watch us on the television." he's ca today so he ended up hugging me and bidding his goodbye.

I drove to the stadium and got straight to the dressing room, it turns out I share room with unnie deul.

"Tzuyu-yah!" Nayeon unnie ran into me and the other unnies looked at me so shocked.

"Why are you here Tzuyu?" Jihyo unnie asked.

"I'm going to perform." I heard gasped from unnies but not from all of them. I knew they're going to be shocked because this is a surprise for everyone. Even for them.

They asked me more details about the performance but I insisted to tell them the truth. I changed into my outfit real quick and sat down so my make up artist can do my make up.

I've waited for a little bit and talked to unnie deul and when I was called to walk down the red carpet I was so nervous of how would people react.

I stood up and took a deep breath before walking straight the carpet. The flashing lights on the cameras blinded me for a short time but then I got used to it. The emcee asked me some questions and it wasn't really about a personal matter.

I heard gossips from the fans behind the press but I didn't really mind since some of them are positive comments.

I proceeded at the end of the carpet and ran back to the dressing room to change outfit once again. I have to meet Jungkook after this since we still need to recap the steps.

After dressing up I knocked at their dressing room and all of his members are so shocked to see me.

"Wait!" he said while tucking his polo inside his pants. We both ran at the vacant dressing room at the end of the hall and just casually studied every step.

"Artists for opening number, please be ready." We both looked at each other and he held my hands as we ran to the platform.

Between the two of us I think I am the nervous one but nothing matters the most when I am with him.