love lies ; tzukook

12

Tzuyu

Today is February 17, it's been one month since I came back here in Seoul and it's been pretty well ever since.

Seojun will start his classes this upcoming July and he's really excited. I am just relieved that he's quite fluent in Korean.

I packed my things again, getting ready to leave the house early in the morning. Seojun is still asleep and it's easier for me to sneak out.

"Kaylee, call me if you need something" I gave her budget just in case and left the apartment.

We we're now working on the upcoming album of BTS and today is their recording. I was assigned to organize it so I needed to be early.

I arrived at the building past 7 o'clock and I told Jaehyun to fetch me some bread and coffee. I entered the studio and reviewed the lyrics. I started singing it while I am here just to process the tones and then someone entered the studio. It was Jaehyun.

"You're out here early"

"Sure thing" we both laughed at how silly we are and I asked him to accompany me while waiting for BTS. Jaehyun told me some stories on how he is handling Stray Kids' Music right now and he seems like he's enjoying the process.

I slowly bite into my bread and didn't even realize that it was almost gone. Jaehyun laughed at me for no certain reason and when I looked at the mirror, the side of my lips were covered with powdered sugar. I was supposed to wipe it but Jaehyun slowly rub it off.

The door opened revealing BTS. Jimin oppa is the one who opened the door and we came back to our normal position.

Jin oppa was smirking on the other hand, same as Taehyung but that's weird, Jungkook had a straight face on.

"I'll get going Tzuyu" Jaehyun bid his goodbye and I pat his back as he walked out the studio.

I cleared my throat as we started the recording. The first one to record was Jin oppa since his lines was thw least of them all. He started singing his parts and we did repeat some but we finished too fast. Next was Suga oppa then Hobi oppa, Namjoon oppa, Jimin oppa then Taehyung. Jungkook was the last one to record since his lines we're quite complicated, we did try again and again because it felt like he's singing without emotions and until now we're still repeating the same process. I was pissed off actually.

"How long are we really gonna do this? Don't you have emotions? Where's the passion?" I can't help but shout at him. I calmed myself and waited for Adora to come for backing vocals so that he can still think of his life decisions. The door opened and I thought it was Adora so I sighed deeply and when I turned around, it wasn't Adora.

I regret that I turned around.

I stared at her.

I want to blame her.

But I can't, because I know it would hurt.

"Happy First Anniversary Kookie!" she rolled her eyes on me and passed by me without even asking my permission.

I want to cry so bad but I don't want to look weak. I want to escape in here and luckily my phone rang, Kaylee was calling.

"Excuse me" I turned around and got out of the studio. The first thing I heard from the call was Seojun's voice.

I cried.

"Seojun" I stopped my sobs and deeply inhaled.

"Eomma, I had a nightmare please come home" his voice is so scared, I wanna hug him so bad but I still have business to finish.

"Eomma will come home okay? I will just finish some errands" I was still talking to him, he's blabbering about how the monster ran into me and stuffs then I felt a hand on my shoulders. It was Jaehyun.

"I'll call you back later okay Seojun? I love you." I ended the call and wiped my tears, plastering a smile on my face again.

"Jaehyu-" he hugged me, really tight. I didn't push him away, he just wanted me to be okay.

Jungkook

"Happy First Anniversary Kookie!" I don't know what to feel, I forgot our anniversary because of our busy schedules. She walked to me and someone called from Tzuyu's phone.

"H-happy Anniversary" I kissed her on the cheeks and someone pinched me from the side. It was Namjoon hyung. He was pointing to the door and asking us to go out.

I stood up and asked Lisa to follow me to the exit.

"Why did you come here?" she looked so sad and guilty for coming here.

"I told you, it's our anniversary"

"I know that but you could just wait for me to come into your dorm later."

"Just say it! You don't want me here because she's back!" Her mood changed really fast.

"What if I said yes?!" I am really confused right now. I am questioning myself because ever since Tzuyu came back it's like the guilt was running through me.

"Then be with her!" She ran so fast that I can't even catch her. I'll just let her cool down for a while. I am now walking back to the studio then I heard Tzuyu's voice from the corner.

"Jaehyu-" they were there, hugging each other. I suddenly felt the urge to walked near them but I stopped myself.

What if she push you away again?