The Admin Book

☁ Fuck This

I'm thinking way too many things and I just need to write them all down so trigger warnings for fat shaming and divorce mentions

- I want to be a child again being my age is too stressful. I don't think other people my age go through this shit and I know exactly why it is and it still bothers me. I want to be looked after and just lie around and do nothing and buy kid stuff and eat chicken nuggets and whatever. I just can't put into words what's wrong 

- I feel like my mother is trying to scare me into losing weight. That's all for this one

- I'm really worried about my friend. I think they're not eating properly since whenever I'm with them they leave food and I do have other reasons for thinking this which I'm not gonna share but I'm just so worried

- It's become an inside joke in my friend group that I have a divorced dad (my parents live separate but they aren't divorced) and idk how to feel about it 

Ight bye bye

- Sunflower 🌻