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"𝐢 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐡, 𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐨𝐥."

dk what to write😐☝️

nick and alyssa had just gotten back from the library cafe, alyssa had still yet to open twitter. she didn't know what people were going to and were saying, there had to be a few who didn't believe her. but at least she had all her friends, she knew they'd believe her, they were the most understanding people she knew. she also knew nick would always be there for her, i mean he did literally show up to her house after 2 weeks of knowing her to make sure she was okay. she still didn't know when nick was going home but she didn't want it to be soon.

alyssa still hasn't realized that she has feelings for him, and probably wouldn't until more people pointed it out. she didn't want to believe it at the moment, meaning she was in denial, she didn't want to be hurt again. she hated catching feelings, she always ended up hurt somehow, and she hated it. she didn't want to be hurt ever again, sure she'd only had one boyfriend, but you know how that turned out.

nick however, had finally accepted he liked alyssa, and wanted her. he wanted her to be his, he wanted cuddle with her not "platonically", he wanted to kiss her. he basically wanted everything a couple does, but he knew that alyssa needed a little. she had just gotten out of a relationship, a very bad one at that, but then again as long as she just trusted him, he was okay. he wanted her to he comfortable with him, thats all he needed. he didn't need to be in a romantic relationship with her per say, more like he wanted to be with her, a lot.

alyssa brought nick so much happiness without trying, he didn't want to go back either. he wanted to stay with her forever, but he was sort of being overdramatic.

not really, he really liked her.

she didn't know that though, shes a bit oblivious, but thats okay. nick was pretty obvious when it came to his feelings, he was basically always holding onto her. though, she was fine with it, she found it adorable. if anything, she was holding onto him too. it was basically mutual, if that makes sense. sometimes nick would stay in her room with her and sometimes he would stay in the guest bedroom alone. he didn't like the second one though, he wanted to be near her at all times, he only had limited time till he would have to leave again. he also didn't like that, he thought about maybe staying here for longer, but who knew how dream would react. of course he wouldn't react bad, he would just want nick there.

alyssa and nick hadn't streamed in days, alyssas fans understood while nicks didn't. i mean he did disappear out of nowhere and hadn't been active on social medias, so of course they would worry. alyssa had said nick could use her setup but he wanted to give her his full attention, she deserved it. they hadn't really left the house due to corona, but they were spending lots of time together; they barely left each others side.

im adding a timeskip rn cuz dk what to say lol

it had been around 3 days, alyssa had finally checked twitter, most of them believed and had forgiven her. she still hadn't streamed in days, neither had nick. alyssa had been talking to all her close friends about the things she were feeling and they all said that she liked him. she didn't know what to do, but she was slowly accepting it. i mean, what was she supposed to do? deny it all? she didn't want to be like that, if she liked him, she was going to confess. no matter how nervous she was, she had to do it, even if he didn't like her back. at this point, she now knew she liked him. she planned on confessing before he left, which was in 2 days. she was going to do it easily, say it and tell him he didn't have to feel anything for her as long as they could stay friends. thats all she needed. sure, she was beyond nervous, but that wasn't going to stop anything. her sister ain't raise no pussy😐

more timeskip bcuz highkey am losing inspiration😁☝️ no need to worry im not gonna discontinue it i dont wanna do that el oh el

nick was leaving in a day, meaning the next day. it was currently 3pm, and alyssa was about to confess,

"nick,"

"yeah?"

"i have to tell you something"

"whats up?"

"don't speak till i finish, i like you. not platonically, romantically. you don't have to like me back, as long as you stick with me. i need you with me, no matter what"

"y-you like me?"

"yes, i do"

"holy shit"

"what?"

"i like you too, i was planning on confessing soon"

"oh"

"did you just say 'oh'? i just confessed back and you say 'oh'?" he said chuckling

"i don't know what to say"

"well then, be my girlfriend?"

"mm, i guess"

cereals corner-

i wanted to say sorry i'm not
including conversations😐
idk how to like format it ig???
also at this point idk
also idk why i added 3 girls and a guy if
they barely interact but😁😁☝️
its okay they besties😁☝️
im just sort of lazy to add convos and stuff
and then the imessage thingys,,,
i have to write them on my phone so i can
use emojis an dmake the misspelling more
believable bcuz tgeb they'll be real and
no autocorrect i highkey dont remember how long
nick has been there and i dont feel like backreading
rn so sorry if im gettint dates wrong😁☝️

yeah i feel like this is mad short but😁😁 like maybe 1 or 2 chapters then were done el oh el

im so focking distracted rn😐 me wrf is happenign help why is it like that help what omg what iM trying to say that my mom is talking loud af bUT WHY US IT DOING THAT oh its back to notmal