The Scorch Trials: A Newt Fanfiction

17. Holes In The Walls

Newt P.O.V

I ran back to my room, the limp making it slower.

I heard her screaming for me as I ran, but I ignored it.

How could she do that to me?

Maybe she didn't feel the way for me as I felt for her.

I wanted to be with her every second and she was always on my mind. She sparked my soul and brought joy into my life like no one ever had.

And she crushed all that in a matter of seconds.

I slammed the door to my room and locked it just incase she came wanting to talk.

I couldn't talk to her right now. I needed to think.

The image of her kissing him back with a smile on her face crushed me.

I should've beaten the hell out of him. No, I should've killed him.

Anger was boiling inside me.

I punched the wall and my fist easily went through.

I punched again and again until the wall looked like it was polka-dotted.

I stood back and looked at my masterpiece.

I sighed.

I was like a hole in the wall. Everyone saw me and noticed me, but never payed any attention. I was just an annoyance. A thing that they didn't need.

My mind traveled back to why I jumped off the wall in the maze.

The pain that caused me to do that was nothing compared to this.

How easy it would be now. We had guns

"No," I yelled at myself. "Dont go back there."

I paced more in my room, chewing on my nails until I eventually passed out on my bed.