desiderium | suna rintarou

inexorable

you watched suna entertain another female with similar attitude to you, the female blushing every now and then as he smiled at her.

a tinge of jealously flowed in your veins, kenma being able to feel the anger rising from you. the two-color haired male clicked his wineglass to catch you attention.

"why don't you just leave him, y/n?" kenma told you withe half-lidded eyes, analyzing your expressions.

"i can't, kenma." you sighed silently. he cocked his head sidewards with a puzzled look on his face.

"but you're not even lovers. you're just together to fill in that void of loneliness in both of your hearts right?" his words brought agony in your heart, "you're both just basically using each other."

kenma sighed as he saw you still staring at suna, who was dancing with the female, "you both will just end up hurting each other, y/n. not that i don't support your relationship."

you nodded, "i know kenma. i knew from the very start that i'll get hurt."

his eyes widened for a millisecond before placing the wineglass on the table.

"try working it out with kageyama or shoyo instead, they'll treat you better." he said before leaving you alone, thinking about things.

you wanted to separate with suna, but you couldn't. a part of you wanted to leave him be, but the majority of you enjoyed being with the fox-eyed guy, a dumb you taking over your mind.

later on, he returned to you, a satisfied smile on his face, "babygirl, are you alright?"

you nodded twice, heart fluttering at his callsign.

your love for rintarou was impossible to stop or prevent, even if the obvious escapes were in front of you, waiting for you to get out.