The Broken Mind of an Outcast (frerard)

The Hellhole called Highschool and The Most beautiful person

I entered the doors of the school. The dull gray peeling paint of the walls were very depressing. The buliding was old and could collapse any minute now. Maybe it would collapse on me where there would be more air for the horrible human beings of this world called people.

Everywhere you looked there were jerks and sluts. They were all competeing for stupid nonsense like 'Who could have sex the most?,'Who has the biggest boobs?','Who can date the most girls in a month?','Whos the most popular?' It was all pointless because in the end none of it mattered. We all just end up dead anyway.

I don't recall ever seeing a nice face. Except Mikey and maybe ray and that gay couple always smiling at me. They always get picked on. What were their names? Parker? Paterson? Peter? Pete! Pete that was it. And Pat? Wait...no Patrick.
Yes thats it. Pete and Patrick. I feel awfully sorry for them. Wherever they go they either get pushed into lockers or put in lockers. Bullying isn't to severe here. Maybe a few punches and some teasing. But it isn't anything bigger than I have mentioned.

"Gerard!"

I turned around to see Mikey running towards me. The only person I would ever talk to is Mikey because he actually listened.  Luckily, nobody was around.

"Mikey?" I said concered, "Whats going on? Did someone hurt you?"

"Oh no," Mikey laughed, "No not anything like that, Theres a new kid and I think we should welcome him!"

That Mikey always being kind to people he hasn't even met yet. I don't think I've ever met anyone kinder than him.

"What'd ya say?" Mikey smiled and seemed excited. I don't get it. He's probably just another douchebag.

"Well If it makes you happy." I said trying to force a smile. I don't smile much you see. Nothing is worth smiling at if you ask me.

"Oh really Gerard?!" Mikey's eyes lit up.

"Yeah whatever."  I rolled my eyes. Mikey hugged me.

"Thanks Gerard!"

Then it crossed my mind that he had wanted to make friends. Mikey really loved to talk. He was a very social person. He was bright and happy and just a kind soul. But the kids here didn't see that. So they just think hes a weird geeky kid who smiles too much and acts like a 10 year old. Which is not at all accurate. Mikey wanted someone to think of him as a real person not a nobody. But in reality Mikey is somebody. He's my Brother.

I looked around nobody was in the hallway. I checked the time and realized it was lunch. I could see Mikey running towards his usual lunch table from afar. There was an extra person sitting there. I couldn't tell who it was. As the curious waste of life I am, I walked over there.

Before I could observe this new person (Who was obviously a male) walked over to the trash can and I thought why not take his seat and see how he reacts. I walked over to the table and sat down at the spot he was sitting. I turned around to see a male coming towards me.

I opened my mouth speechless. He was the most beautiful human being I've ever laid eyes on. From his perfect jawline, and messy hair, to his breath taking eyes and astonishing wet soft pink lips.

He was short with black hair and a somewhat side fringe that looked incredibly stunning. He had some piercings and some tatoos. He was just....
Beautiful.

I couldn't help but to find myself blushing. But what surprised me the most was this odd feeling. My stomach felt weird and it almost felt as if there were insects in there. Which would be terrible because I have a phobia of insects! My heart beat very quickly. And it seemed as if me and him were the only two people in the world. I found myself standing and we were just staring at each other. I was looking at how beautiful he truly was. I kept getting lost in his eyes. I felt as if I was in an endless tunnel. I haven't even exchanged a word but It feels like he knows everything about me. It feels like Ive known him forever and it feels like I would do anything be anything for him. I would follow him to the ends of the universe even through different dimensions. For once I felt truly alive.

Then I asked myself,

Is this....

A crush?