The Broken Mind of an Outcast (frerard)

Smiling

No,no,no, It can't be love or a crush. I don't even know how love feels like.

"Gerard?" Mikey poked me and suddenly I awoke again. The male was still in front of me. I blushed then he quickly turned away blushing aswell. He looked adorable when he blushed.

"Gerard? Are you okay?" Mikey seemed worried.

I nodded my head.

"Um, Gerard this is Frank Iero. He's new here," Mikey smiled, " Frank this is my older brother Gerard."

Frank. What a fascinating name.

Frank awkwardly smiled at me. His face red. I couldn't help but to smile at him. I then realized what I was doing.

Smiling.

Mikey looked at me as if I had two heads. He then gasped and pointed at me.

"G-Gerard, Y-you're s-smiling," Mikey studdered, " You haven't smiled in forever. I don't think you've ever smiled at all!" Mikey then looked at both Frank and I and noticed the way we were staring at each other.

The bell rang. It woke Frank and I up. We turned away from each other. Frank rushed to get his stuff then he quickly ran away. As if he just heard Titless Swift come on the radio.

I tend to rarely think about my sexuality. I feel its nothing to talk about considering I never thought I would find true love. But Frank...He is just so stunning and so fascinating. And just so...Beautiful.

I walked to my locker. Mikey didn't chase after me like I thought he would. I think he was still trying to process what had just happened. I looked at my schedule. I had biology next. I grabbed my things and went off. I pushed past these ignorant dickheads. Whenever I walked down the hallway they all seemed to stare at me. I always thought it was because they were envious of me. But they aren't envious. They just think I'm a freak. I can see it in their eyes. I look different. I wear eyeliner,Listen to, too much Queen, I have long dark hair and when I'm outside of school I wear tight black jeans and black t-shirts. I guess you could say I am a Freak.

I walked into biology. The teacher greeted me coldly and asked me to sit. I did as I was told and took a seat in the back. A douche thought it would be nice to cough "fag" as I walked by. I was ready to make a witty remark but I stayed silent because then I would be no better than him. And I do not exchange words with peasants like him.

"I have some news," the teacher spoke, "We have a new student Frank Iero, But I have no clue as to where he's gone, Please be kind when he comes in."

My heart beat faster and my cheeks turned red at the thought of Frank sitting in the only empty seat next to me. The insects were in my stomach again. Frank ran into the room breathing heavily.

"I'm *gasp* s-sorry, I had *gasp* no idea where *gasp* I was." Frank was suffering trying to catch his breath.

"Its alright Frank take the seat next to Gerard, My apologizes for seating you next to Gerard, Its the only empty seat left."

I laughed. Frank blushed and took the seat next to me. He almost fell on the way here. Which was very cute. I smiled at him and he looked away.

Am I wearing too much eyeliner?

There had to be something wrong with me for him to react that way. I sniffed myself.

I smell good. I looked at myself in the mirror of my phone. I looked okay. Then it hit me.

What If I'm just ugly as fuck?

I sighed. I badly wanted to exchange a word with him and excuse myself for having a horrendous and hideous ugly as fuck face. I will say my apology to him after class.

Throughout class Mrs.Cocksucker spoke of orgasms. Which didn't seem like an appropriate subject for class. I wasn't paying attention anyway. All I did was think of Franks lips. I wondered how his lips would feel on mine. I almost got a boner just thinking of it.

Gerard Arthur Way this is not an appropriate thought and conversation for your delicate clean mind.

Where has the real Gerard Way gone? The one who thought of Death and Life.

Then it hit me.

Frank Iero was taking over my mind with his beautiful face.

He was hypnotizing me.