POV: Louis in 2021 when TPWK video
I was sitting at home with Eleanor when suddenly my phone started to ring and vibrat.
who is writing me so many massages?
I opened my phone and saw that Harry- he posted a picture and wrote below "two hours". What happens in two hours?! The Twitter was going crazy too. oh yes.. I might applied the option that sends me everything about Harry
Everybody was so excited. Harry is releasing new music video- Oh god- My heart skipped a beat. I miss him...
The next two hours moved sooo slowly. I was staring at the clock and forgot to listen to Eleanor who talked non-stop. The alarm clock I set rang. "Babe, I'll be back soon" I told her and locked myself at the bathroom.
I turned up the volume on the headphones so when Harry start to sing I wouldn't hear anything but him.
The countdown started, my heart was pounding really fast and I already was smiling.
I'm so proud
The video start playing and he showed up on the screen. My smile grow even bigger which I didn't knew was possible. He looked at the camera and it almost felt like he was looking at me- in my eyes. He haven't look in my eyes in years now- I miss that feeling..
He was dancing and looked so happy.
I hope he really is happy and not just in the video. I want him to be happy maybe with me? I'm so sorry about everything that happened- I hate myself for hurting him.. But there's nothing I can do now except staying quiet, support him without him knowing about that and be proud of him.
God I'm really so proud of him.
I really don't care anymore what the fans will think- I know they will support us. And since we are not dependent on Simon anymore. Maybe-
"Loved the new music video @Harry_Styles . Miss ya lad"
I really do miss you... And I wish I had the courage to send this tweet.
