Tbh I feel like a fool for missing you.
But I feel like this is the only way I can let my feelings out. No matter what this is one of the only things that make me cry.
And somehow eventually everything comes back to YOU!
to how musch I miss you, to how you are doing, to how am I doing without you. And to how we could have go through everything together.
But we couldn't, cuz if we'd still be talking everything would be so different. Idk if good or bad. Just different..
And yet, everytime I think about you I wonder if you miss me. If you miss our friendship or is it so hard only for me.
I feel like- even when whe haven't talked for almost a year, each time I feel bad for any reason YOU are the place i can ignore everything and take a break. And god that's so fucked up.
How is it even possible? And why I still miss you so freaking much?
