It was a good day.
It really has been a good day.
I saw you, you were happy.
But when I saw you I felt my heart ache.
That's not how it's supposed to be.
And again I missed you
And again I felt alone
But I'm surrounded by people I love.
Sometimes I feel so stupid
How could I let someone like this go?!
It was months ago and it was something I had to do
But right now I feel like it keeps chasing me and won't ever let go.
People say that it's easy. Just say goodbye and it all will be over.
But how can something be over when you miss it so much?
When everything is a reminder for the choice you made?
I feel like crap for this. And I feel like no one will understand why the hell I still can't get over this feeling. But the just don't understand.
when I see you,
I'm not sad and I don't regret it.
I'm HAPPY for you. Happy to see you smile. And happy to see you're with people who makes you feel good.
And I wish that it wouldn't be so complicated. I wish I could hug you, be happy with you...
It was a good day.
I had a good time with my friends.
And I got to see you.
So, it was a good day..
