You know.. I think I'm heading the right direction.
I feel I've actually started my journey of moving on.
I don't feel bad anymore... When I think about you.
I feel almost- CALM?
maybe, I'm not sure how to describe that feeling.
But one thing is for sure:
I DO NOT FEEL BAD ANYMORE!
Don't get me wrong-
I do still miss you... a lot. And I don't think I'll ever stop missing you.
(Still... You were my best friend)
But right now I feel ok. seriously.
I feel fine when I think about you.
I just miss you..
But that's it, I don't feel the ache of what happened before I had to end our relationship anymore, or the ache of leaving when I really didn't want to...
It's all good now. Really.
But I really hope you feel ok too now.
You know..
