We all say we don't care what people think about us.
At least we all try to convince ourselves that
But I don't think that it could ever be entirely true...
Because, we all have insecurities, we all deal with them.
And we don't care what people think about the thing we're insecure about, Well... As long as we don't hear or think about their opinion .
If that makes sense...
I'm insecure, and I know that. I have times when I'm more confident about myself but sometimes I'M REALLY NOT.
And that sucks, to be honest.
Because I know I do look nice and pretty but I don't feel it.
I don't feel like it's true and honestly I don't know how to change that. I don't think I can do anything but try and "fix" the things that make me insecure about myself.
But- is it the right access to that problem?
I don't know, probably not....
But I don't see how anything else can help me, because talking about it? I know what people will say... And they're probably right...
But again, it's not like I don't know it.
I just don't feel it.
So yes I care about my looks, and I care what people think. And it's stupid but I do.
I care...
