𝕊𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪~ 𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕓𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕠𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥

𝕋𝕖𝕟

I woke up to the smell of food..?

I should be making food by now it's.. 1:45pm?! Oh no Sally's going to–

"Wilbur?"

I dart my eyes to the door, Phil.

"Wil, foods ready. Its not breakfast but Techno made lunch" he mentioned.. with a smile? He shuffled away awkwardly and left me alone in these four walls. I get.. food?

I removed the covers of my cold and pale body, I have bandages wrapped around my legs and what feels like waist.

...huh?

Who did this?

Why?

..I'm confused..

Throwing my legs over the edge of the bed, my feet touching the cold wood floor. I'm not in my room, well technically I am. This is my old room, in Phils house. When did I get here?

Why am I here?

Moving my toes slightly i get up and stighten out my back. I let out a pound grunt as I stretched out my arms and tilted my head to the side.

Everything is so nostalgic, the curtains, the towel, the posters, the bed, everything.. absolutely everything.

It feels like I'm home. At peace.

I slowly open the door and peaked over the corner of the wall, Techno was in the kitchen, Tommy was on the couch playing on his switch. Mumbling something about.. Tubbos stupid villagers? It didn't really interest me that much.

Techno turned around and gave me a small smile and waved at me to go over to him. Slowly stepping out from behind the wall, I crept over to him unsure of what he wanted.

He handed me a plate of..?

I glanced up to him as he have me a plate of food, it had white rice some sort of meat with probably what is the juice of the meat drizzled over the rice.

"I uh, I made some salmon.. I don't know if you like salmon but um Phil went to the grocery since this is all we have.."

He gave me a spoon and pointed at me to go sit down and eat. I gladly did.

It was strange being able to sit down and enjoy food without having someone monitor you. So I only need up eating a few bites.

It tasted amazing, but it felt wrong. I can't tell if it was the fact that no one told me when to stop eating and when to start. Or if it was just weird to eat salmon. I'll go with the first option.

Techno sat down in his own seat, not infront of me nor next to me. Slightly left infront. He ate his food pretty quickly, seems like he's hungry. He glanced up at me and raised his eyebrow.

"You didn't like it?" He questioned with a few grains of rice walling out his mouth, I guess he sensed that I was uncomfortable and went back to eating.

Maybe I should eat more..

Its not really hurting anyone, is it?

So I picked up my spoon and ate with Techno, neither of us utterd a word as we ate. We didn't look at each other or comment on how fast or slow we ate.
It felt nice.

I put down my spoon only to be surprised, I ate it all.. oh no.

Beginning to panic I quickly get up and put my dish in the sink. It clashed against the metal sink as I winced. Shake it off and I dash into my room and continue my rain of panic washing over my body.

Why did I do that

I'm not allowed to do that

Thats why I'm so fat

I'm so disgusting

Sallys voice rang through my head, yelling at me things that just wanted to make me curl up and not see the light of day again. I leaned against my wall and tried to calm myself down.
Its not that big of a deal..

I sighed as the only thing I can do is punish myself for being such a fucking fool. So I slowly walk to my closet.

You are nothing without me

Look at yourself, disgusting

You make me sick

You know the consequences

Why can't you be normal

I tried so hard

You deserve absolutely nothing

I drop to my knees and let out a pained sob, bring my hand over my mouth to quite myself down. Wet tears run down my face as I let my head hang loose.

Its all my fault

I've failed her

She was right

I hiccuped every once in a while as the only thing that could be heard is the ticking of my clock.. the hand slowly going clockwise as time passed by.

'Thud'
'Thud'
'Thud'

"Who is it" I forced out, "its me Techno.. and um Phils here to"

Before I could put in a protest they slowly opened the door, first was Phil and Techno came in last. They look worried as they saw me on the floor crying.

"Bubba.." Phil said in a sad tone, he didn't go straight to hugging me. He just sat down next to me leaving space between me and him. Techno just sat on my bed not really knowing what to do, I don't blame him. He held out his arms, an invitation for a hug.

I gladly accepted it.

I fell into his arms and he held me tight, not letting me go. "It hurts.. so much"

"I know kiddo, I know.. its going to be okay"

I sniffled at that, how could he possibly know. He rubbed my arms in an attempt to stop me from crying again. It was working.

I wanted to stay in his arms forever, they felt like home. I felt safe in them. Closing my eyes slowly, I let him hum to me my favorite tune. Surprisingly he still knows it. Its been years since I've heard it, I smiled lightly.

For once I didn't mine the clock ticking. Or Phil picking me up and placing me on my bed, or the Techno that wrapped his arms around me and held me as we both drift off to sleep together.

It was nice.
I felt like home.
I am home.

I looked up again for the last time,
It felt like I grabbed life my the neck and said fuck you.

I had beaten the clock on the wall, I won. But not for long, because round two was just only just starting.

Tick tok goes the clock

The clock goes round and round..

Tick tok

Tick tok

We all  fall down..

Tick tok.. the clock will stop..

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Hahahahaha.

Fluff chapter (kinda) to celebrate 1.35k! I dont like posting A/N's so I usually just say thank you either at the beginning or end of a chapter.

I love you, so so so much. Thank you for reading, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES.
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—Tye