i went to school like every other day as usual, i haven't spoke to Kyle since Saturday i was worried about him Yano, he'd normally call me but he hasn't so obviously I'm worried about him, i mean i have tried to text him but no reply, i was hoping to see him at mass today.
i went in late as usual but this time i anted to see if i could see him, but i couldn't so i sat down as normal and hoped he would have come in late or something, but he didn't, i was so scared why want he here he should be here.
as soon as mass finished i walked straight to the student carpark too see if i see his car , but i didn't which only worried me more, so i decide to call him, it rang and rang and rang, but no he didn't answer, i was angry, was he ignoring me, did he not like me anymore,.
as all these thoughts filled my head i could feel the tears welding in my eyes but i refused to let them slip not for any guy, not for Kyle Schieble, but i did, i really was starting to cry over him but before i let anymore spill i wiped my face and started to walk home.
when i got home all i did was cry, i felt so stupid why was i crying over him, i just dint like being ignored or forgotten about which is exactly how i felt right now, i new that i was being selfish because his dad was sick and here i was crying over about how he wouldn't call me back.
but i was so worried about him, i only want the best for him, i need him too talk to me if he was upset or going through a rough time because i cared like really cared. so i decided to go by his house, I've never been inside but i know where he lives see kyle showed me where he lived on one of our late night drives.
so i clean myself up and got hanged into something presentable as i would probably meet his mom so i didn't really know what to wear, it was cold outside today so opted for something warm.
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i wanted to bring his mom flowers, as i thought that would be the right thing to do, so i stopped i went to my moms flower garden that is kinda more wild flowers now and picked all of may favourite flower that were there, i just wanted there to know that i was there for there family.
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as i walked to his house, i felt nervous i didn't know what to expect for all i know he may tell e to go away and never see him again or he could come running into my arms crying, but all i wanted to know was that he was okay.
