Sacramento 2002

"Good morning beautiful"

the next morning i woke up with Kyle holding me tightly in his arms, i turn around and smile at his beautiful sleepy face, i brushed the curls out of his face and caressed it, he woke up at me admiring him "good morning sleepy head" i say kissing his cheek Kyle smiled at this and gave me a passionate one on the lips i smiled at this. 

"good morning, beautiful" Kyle said stretching they placing his arms back around me, i smile at this and say "did you sleep well" he smiles and nods his head at this "i did" he says pushingly messy hair behind my ear, i get up and stretch  and say " good, you hungry" i say getting ups and grabbing his teeshirt he had on the night before . 

kyle sits up and smiles at me as I'm wearing his shirt, i notice this as I'm looking in the mirror cause i catch him staring i laugh at this and say "what' Kyle laughs ate this and says " you just look cute in my shirt" he says getting up and pulling my waist around to kiss him in laugh at this and kiss him. 

we soon go downstairs and make breakfast which was really just waffles nothing too special but in this moment it was special because i was spending it with him, time really did stop when we were together. 

"hey lets put some music on" i say going over to the stereo which we have in my kitchen kyle nods at this and watches as i fluster around with the tape we i eventually put in and dance around my kitchen while eating breakfast. 

we soon finish are cleaning up the mess of breakfast, and decide we want to go out, kyle says he's gonna go home and change then come back to get me i agree with this statement, he kisses me then leaves, i smile at him leaving because I'm for happy he wants to spend time with me.

i decide on this outfit as it was just laying on my bedroom floor, i do my makeup and fix my messy hair from the bush it is in to a more normal state, soon enough i hear Kyle beeping the horn at me signalling  for me to come downstairs, i run to my window at this and see him looking in at me i laugh at this and rush downstairs to the front door.

were soon driving around sacramento listening to music and laughing, i honestly couldn't ask for a better way to spend my Saturday than with him. i would normally spend this time writing sad songs about my money life but with Kyle i don't need to be sad anymore. 

we eventually get to this cliff lay bi area, kyle turns the car off, i turn to him and say "what would you normally do on a saturday" he smiles at this and says "i would normally write poetry all day then at night go to parties and sit and read more" i smile at this "me to" i say looking at him. 

we talk a while lot more and run around outside of the car laugh allot, ya know things that kids are age should be doing. 

kyles phone starts ringing as he's chasing make so he get back to the car to answer it, while he's doing this i lay down on the grass and start to make daisy chains as i did when i was a child, i was getting nostalgic from this.

i then noticed Kyle still on the phone, he looks annoyed so i decide to go over and see whats up with him but he notions he telling me to leave him alone i nod my head at this as i get the gist of what is going on s i decide to leave him be and get on with making the daisy chains. 

when he does finish the phone call he comes over to see what I'm doing with a worried look on his face i look up at him and say "whats wrong" he sits down beside me, starts to rub my back and says " my dad, he's, uh , he's  was brought into hospital that was my mom on the phone" kyle says looking inept space, i immediately sit up at this and hold him and say " its okay, um, you wanna go see him, you can leave me anywhere and go see him,kyle."

i say stroking his hair, he shakes his head and says "na cant do that to you" "no you can kyle, please go see your dad" i say kissing his head, i could tell he was upset in this moment and i just wanted the best for him but he still shook his head.

i moved my face in his face and said "kyle go see your dad, I'm always going to be here"kyle looked into my eyes in this moment and nodded his head but he grabbed my arm to pull me with him to the car" 

we didn't talk the whole ride to where ever he was gonna drop me off but i didn't care all i cared about n this moment was for Kyle to go and see his dad. 

kyle stopped outside my house, just as i was getting out he grabbed my face and kissed me so passionately, i felt like he trusted me in this moment that he wanted me to be in his life.

i soon got out of the car and he said as he always said "goodbye lana" with that he was driving down my street and i yelled "goodbye Kyle".