Weeks later Kyle and i have been spending so much time together, i don't think I've ever been more happy in my entire life. I have been over at Kyle's the last good few weeks. We started going to parties and I started going to gigs where his band was playing, they always dedicated songs to me, i started going to school more as did Kyle, we promised each other that if we both went to school we would both graduate together, that was the plan.
We had been seeing each other for around 6 months now, Kyle and i were never official and i think we were both okay with that, but i still wanted more from us, i wanted to be boyfriend and girlfriend but the past couple weeks Kyle had been acting weird, not coming over as much, not calling me, he had just, not been himself which made me nervous but i just ignored it.
Me and my band had also been doing good, we had been preforming a whole lot more i was confident in my band again, we hadn't performed in so long but we were finally doing it again.
One day i was walking in the parking lot of the school building to go home, Kyle and i were meant to hang out that day but he had cancelled because he had band practice, but when i seen kyle talking to Michelle salisbury, she's the same girl i seen Kyle speaking to a few months ago outside the coffee house, today they're laughing together again, flirting and i know when kyles flirting, i know what he's like when he's trying to talk a girl up.
But it didn't just happen one time, kyle had been canceling plans on me for a while now which only hurt me but then i found out he was cancelling to hang out with her, which hurt me 10 times more than ever.
Then he stopped speaking to me all together. I didn't even try to make plans with him anymore because i was so hurt that he wanted to hang with her and not me, the person he would never hurt. We were at a party with the all boys school and the all girls school, when i got there i seen her all over him, i felt disgusted, the person i trusted most in the world stabbed me in the back.
I went home in pieces, the person i had fallen in love with, was with another women, i wanted to die, i couldn't do this anymore, i wanted him, no i needed him more than ever right now.
After i had sobbed for hours i managed to write some music about her that i was gonna preform the next day with my band because i knew Kyle was gonna be there.
i soon feel asleep but only one thing was in my dreams was Kyle.
