Unique Eyes

23 | Unique Eyes

You don't understand  ;
It not that he can't love

It's that he's afraid.

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FRIDAY

10-APRIL-2020

12:09 AM

CHEVALIERS CO.

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After nearly five minutes of connecting their lips together, bleiz monsters finally calmed down, making him aware of his surrenders.

Pulling away from those sweet lips, disconnecting their lips but connecting their eyes, creating a new feeling making them more curious to know this feeling.

Leaning close to her even if it hurt his back, he will bear the pain if he will be close to his Belle, their foreheads touched the other without breaking their Unique  Eyes connection.

Warm and cold, that what they felt in each other touch, navies and innocent, that what he saw in her hazel eyes, dangerous and passion, that she saw in his ocean eyes, Ocean and Hazel.

And you blending their eyes, you will find love, navies, innocent, danger and passion that is what love, that is the meaning of love, and you will find love in their eyes.

But

What About the harsh reality? How will they face it? How will they fight it? With love? Is their love is even stronger than reality? Will they continue together with love as their shield?

Bleiz can't do it, he can't bring her more pain and involved her in his darkness, he has to let her go, he is not strong enough to protect her since he struggles enough trying to protect himself.

Hazel notice the change in bleiz behavior from his eyes, she watched as the passion hideaway behind the cold eyes that looking at her now.

Her mind and heart suddenly raise the alarm, warning hazel from about to happen, telling her to protect herself from the cold storm that bleiz will create.

" don't," she said but bleiz didn't hear her, he continued looking at her coldly like telling her to run, to escape because he is about to break her heart, but Hazel didn't listen.

She stands in her place, challenging him to break her heart like she knows he can't, but the hope starts to fade as bleiz cold gaze didn't change but it gets more colder.

" hazel - " his emotionless voice sends an unpleasant shiver to hazel's body, but before he continues she shushed him by putting her finger on his lips.

She doesn't want this dream to end, she doesn't want to wake up, first time in her life after many years of sorrow, she felt loved and safe, he can't take that feeling away from herself even if lead to her being in pain, she can take it if he will be with her.

She will challenge life, she will fight reality but she will keep this feeling, is it too much to ask?

" I-I can't put you in more pain," he said after he takes her delicate finger away from his lips.

Hazel looked at him in disbelief and then she started to shake her head but she stopped " my pains don't concern you, don't worry about MY pain, don't talk about future you don't know about it "

" I'm dangerous " he stated like hazel didn't know before but hazel didn't born yesterday.

" I know "

" then STAY AWAY FROM ME " He yelled, it never comes to his mind that someone like hazel will fight for him, it all new to him, and it scares him.

" I can't, and I don't want too " the words left hazel mouth sending an amazing ticklish feeling inside bleiz cold as ice heart, someone wants him but he can't have this someone because of his monsters.

" why ? " asked bleiz trying to understand why does hazel wants him, he will only bring pain to her, so why?

" because I love you " she whispered, shocking bleiz and herself, she loves him, even though she doesn't know him for a long time.

Guess the heart really wants what it wants, despite everything.

" WHY? " asked bleiz again, not believing hazel words, no one in their mind will love a monster like him.

Why? Simple question waiting for a simple answer, but why it too hard to answer? Hazel felt unable to find the simple answer so she chooses to say " I DON'T KNOW, I don't know why, I don't know when and I don't know how, all I know is ... " she stopped to take a breath, to take a break, to calm her fast beating Heart " I love you "

Slowly but frightfully, the veins on bleiz arms and neck start to turn to pitch black, bleiz nails start to grow to turn to claws, the sound of bones being crash echoed in the whole room, he can felt, he can feel the shadows starting to creep slowly in his mind.

Suddenly the lights on the room blow off from bleiz power, leaving the moonlight to light the room.

Hazel looked up at the light finding small sparks running away from it, glancing back at bleiz, shock runs through hazel veins, something impossible, something unusual and something unique, she finds him with ...

Wings, black wings.

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2020

Don't judge the year, judge the people.

I always say this sentence to the people around me who say ' 2020 is the worst year ' and I know it wrong but look around you, people who made 2020 the worst year, 2020 won't be the worst year if people didn't do what they did.

COVID-19, racism, explosion all of this contacted with people.

However, it was a memorable year, I forever will remember it and I'm sure others will too.

It was a year full of happy moments, sad moments, and desperate moments but we got through it with a tight smile but life, of course, will throw another challenge on us but we will handle it, together.

Happy New Year 🤍

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I will take a break for two months or more to write part two of the unique series

Thank you for reading, hopefully, you like it 💜

- The Shadow.

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