Unique Eyes

18 | Vulnerable

I'll stay vulnerable

- Selena Gomez

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THURSDAY

9-APRIL-2020

10:39 PM

NEW YORK

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After saying her last words, hazel left the apartment by slamming the door behind her which wake angel from her shaken state.

But what surprise angel the most was hazel's last words, angel never heard hazel curse or said any bad word.

Is this how many angels angered hazel?

Getting over her shockless, angel closes her mouth that was wipe opened a minute before, she walked to hazel room and start searching for money.

She never learned

But on the other hand, the older sister was walking in the dark alley without having any destination, just walking to the unknown.

While the younger was turning the apartment upside down, the other was crying her soul out.

She didn't mean anything she said back then, and she was sure that her sister regrets it also.

She standing in line between going back and become the weak and naïve hazel or continuing her way and become the selfish and strong hazel.

But till where she will continue her way? In the end, she will stay the hazel that always is vulnerable.

Waterfall on her face brings hazel out of her thoughts, she lifts her head to find dark clouds cover the moonlight leaving hazel with the only light which is a street light.

No one can change in a day and night, she has to work hard and never giving up but can she do it? can she really leave her sister?

I can't

Like the sky, dark clouds start to form in hazel heads from the negatives thoughts, she wants to change but she can't, she can't do that to her sister, she has to help now when she needs her the most.

In the quiet alley stood hazel hesitating between continue her road or go help her sister but there are two voices in her head.

One told her to leave her sister and start to live her own life where she does things for herself, while the other was telling her to go back, after all, she is her sister.

But a sound of footsteps make hazel freeze in her place, a fear born in her heart and suddenly the only light in the alley turn off, growing the fear more.

Memories start to hunt hazel, one after the other, scaring hazel more than the other.

" waste of oxygen "

Her knees start to give up, hazel fell to the wet floor from the rain, all hazel clothes start to get wet too along with her face with tears.

" failure "

Hazel begin to gasp for air, the footsteps she heard before stopped now but the darkness stayed with hazel remind her of her past.

" no one loves you, just kill yourself "

She remembered when she was in high school and all the students were circling around her blocking the lights, leaving hazel only in darkness.

" Even your dad hates you "

But that didn't cause the Nyctophobia - also known as fear of darkness - for hazel, once when she was only 10 years old her ' father ' locked her in the basement for just calling him daddy.

"you are not leaving till you learn your lesson, you will stay here without any food or water "

Those were his words after he looked her up and hazel stayed there for 2 days without anything except darkness.

Hazel's gasp starts to get louder enough for bleiz that was hiding behind one of the walls to hear.

He runs to her to find hazel in a state that breaks the heart, she was gasping for just take a breath but she can't, he kneeled in front of her and said " hazel it's me, take a breath "

Hearing his voice, a warm feeling form in hazel head but she only finds darkness " I - I can-not " she moved her hands to her throat and said " I I h have n-n-Nyctop-p-phobia "

" Okay okay, take a breath with me," said bleiz.

Hazel open her mouth to breathe but all she did take a small breath then she starts to gasp again " take a deep breath hazel "

" I can't t," said hazel while crying surrounded by the pain and fear that was eating her life.

Hazel is having a panic attack and bleiz was aware of it but he is standing in a place where he is between two options but he tried the first one which is trying to calm hazel and it didn't work

Bleiz moves closer to hazel and he said " hazel I'm sorry but I have to do it " but have was in a state that she didn't even consider was he was saying.

Now he has no choice but to try the other option that his monsters suggested which is

Taking her breath away

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the next chapter will be the chapter that everyone waited for 

in the next chapter, he will take her breath away 

don't let people's words hurt you after all there are people, they will talk about what they best at.

- The Shadow.

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