unbreak my heart, taejin

seven

" It is the same. It is how it used to be", Taehyung whispered as he stepped inside, once what he would call home. "It is the only thing that hasn't changed", Seokjin said, drawing a long breath. He rubbed his palms together to warm his hands. Taehyung fiddles with buttons to turn the light, immediately illuminating the room. The redness of their cheeks which had so far been concealed by the heavy darkness was immediately lifted. Taehyung growled, placing his lips on Seokjin's once again. The kiss was slow and silent. It was neither fueled by their long time of separation nor initiated under the disguise of a character. It was warm. Their hands slowly wrapped each other and their noses pressed. "TaeTae-", Seokjin whined, immediately putting Taehyung's lips to a halt. "I have some strawberries. We should recreate our parfaits", Seokjin managed to speak against Taehyung's neck. Taehyung's eyes lit up, his lips freezing into a wide smile. "Strawberry Parfait", he chimed. It was almost as though Seokjin had travelled back to the past.

As the duo busied themselves in Seokjin's kitchen, the night grew darker and cooler. "I think you ought to know", Seokjin spoke out aloud, finally breaking out of the deadlock. "I am ready to listen", Taehyung encouraged. The two men bundled themselves between blankets as they dug into their little snack while Seokjin explained the night.

Taehyung nestled his head in the crook of Seokjin's neck, moving his hands in Seokjin's hair, "Seokjinnie-", Seokjin's heart raced Taehyung's words, "We have wasted enough time. I am a fool. You are a fool. We'll be fools in love. I know it must be hard. We aren't the same anymore. I know you are probably scared. I am scared too. I don't know if you like Anime anymore. I don't know if you still like playing games. I know you still like making Strawberry Parfaits and I still like them. You are more handsome and I want to kiss you. I want to cuddle you close and listen to your heart beat. I want you to play the piano for me and laugh over it all night. I also want to introduce you to my new hobbies. I want to show you the photographs I captured. I want you to praise me and tell me that I am an awesome photographer. I want to take you to the art gallery and take pictures of you. I want to tell you that you are the most beautiful piece of art in this huge art gallery. I want to tell it over again in front of Yoongi Hyung so that he can whine about the extra cheese. I want to be in love again. And I can only be in love with you", Taehyung spoke, his lips moving over Seokjin's neck.

Seokjin's neck was warm red as Taehyung blew on it softly. "I know. I want to be in love too. I do not want to waste anymore time. I do not want to think about how I have lost you when I can have you. You are a little taller and more wider and more handsome. Your soft golden hair is this dark brown. I think I am in love with you. In love with your long brown hair. In love with your fierce eyes. In love with your broad shoulders and long fingers. Most importantly you smile, which is still the same", Seokjin spoke moving his lips to Taehyung's boxy smile, smooching it softly. He tasted like the strawberry parfait they both had. He smelt like soft honey. He felt like home. "You are right, so right. Even if you aren't the same, you are still so beautiful. You still make my heart race. You still make me want to look at you till my eyes wear tired. I can love the twenty seven year old Taehyung just as much as I loved the twenty one year old TaeTae.", Seokjin whispered as he slid his hands across Taehyung's shoulders. Taehyung moved his hands to Seokjin's waist, raising him above him to reach out and press his lips against the older mans, "Only more Seokjin. Only more."

Perhaps, they weren't two comets, cold and fiery. Perhaps, they were two stars which were slowly fading away. However energy can never really fade away. It can only change its form. In the vast universe, which keeps expanding, there will yet be two celestial bodies who will collide once again with a sudden burst of energy which will keep propagating undiminished.