"... lily."
Dracos POV
There was a pause as we stared at each other searching for the right words to say, but what do you say in a situation like this. I got up off the floor and walked towards her opening my arms as i went to hug her, but she moved back. "Not now Draco. I just want to say goodbye." this had to be a prank, Theres no way shes actually leaving ,right? "What? You cant be serious it was one fight." She laughed with tears in her eyes and walked towards me. She cuffed her small hands on my cheeks and looked into my eyes as i looked into hers. "I see it Draco. Dont think i dont." she said still cradling my head in her hands. "See what?" I said looking into her tear filled eyes. "Your hurt Draco, I cant fix you. From the day we met i could see it in your eyes, your past haunts you but you never open up to me Draco and i dont hold that against you. I love you Draco Malfoy, I just dont love the idea of being with you." I moved her hands slowly off my face as i watched the tears fall from her eyes but she still smiled. not a happy smile a sad smile. "You dont need to fix me lily. Just being with you can erase years of pain. You cant leave me lily, Please." She sniffed as she wiped her tears but kept that same sad smile on her face. "im not leaving you Draco. Im leaving here, Im getting a fresh start away from it all." She went to hold my hand but i moved away. "You love me but you dont love the thought of being with me? what the fuck does that mean?" She sighed. "Us being with each other is not doing any of us any good and your already hurt so im leaving before i do anymore damage." I refused to let myself cry, I didn't want to look weak. "Well then i guess whats it, Have a nice life." I said turning to walk away.
Lilys POV
"please dont leave it like this Draco." He turned back around but still stayed a good distance away. "Then how shall we leave it? On good terms? Still be friends but never talk again? I dont want to be friends with you. I love you lily, And not just as a friend but you chose to walk away from that." The painful truth was that i knew i was bad for him and the reason i didn't love the idea of us being together was, although we made each other happy, we also made each other completely miserable. All i really wanted was him but im just trying to do the right thing. "I don't Draco. I don't want to walk away from this." He walked over to me so our faces were centimetres apart. "Then don't." I sighed. "I've already been accepted to my new school it's too late to back out." I did want to stay at Hogwarts but part of me wanted to start a fresh. "Then i'll come with you." I laughed at the remark. "It's an all girls school, stupid." He laughed too. "Well i'll sneak in. Or i'll stay at this school but find a way to get to you every night." I began to laugh as tears fell from my eyes at the same time. "It won't work Draco." Watching him try make excuses for me not to leave made me know what i want. "I'll go, But only for a year." He arched his eyebrows confused. "What? Why a year." After the year at my new school i'll come back and it will be senior year. "Because when i'm back it's senior year and that's said to be the best year of high school. I'll spend it here. And we also get the space we need. Plus i need a year of training there to learn everything i need to know about being a headmaster of a wizard school." He shook his head. "Wait headmaster? That's what you want to be?" He said smirking. "Yes? What?" He widened his eyes. "Nothing." He took my hands. "Okay. If you think you going for a year is best then fine. After a year i want you back okay?" I hugged him. "A year."
We let go and he walked back into the school and didn't look back. He always told me how he hated goodbyes and doesn't like looking back.
But this wasn't a goodbye.Hii! Thank you so much for reading dear draco! Please comment on this if you would like a sequel to dear draco (the year lily comes back) If not that's okay!! Just wondering if i should continue this but a second book or if i should write a new draco book completely. Feel free to share your opinion. Thank you <3