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its official, she hates me.
i finally got the girl and now she hates me and i'm not completely sure why, i needed to prove to her that nothing happened, i needed to prove to her that i only love her. Hermione and Me can never and would never happen, as Long as i have Lily i didn't need anyone else and she needed to know that. I don't care how it looked, i would never do that to her, i wouldn't let her go like harry potter did, I am not stupid.
the next day i got up even before my alarm went off, i couldn't sleep. I made my way to potions class but she never showed up, in fact she didn't show up to any classes at all. Anyone who knows lily knows that's not like her, i didnt want to be the reason she changes. i decided i would look for her and i knew exactly where she would be, i made my way to the astronomy tower where i found her sitting on the ledge with her head leaning on her knees as she was shivering, seeing her like this hurt me i just wanted to take all her pain away and give it to me, i had never seen her look so tired, she had circles under her eyes and her eyes were puffy and red. She didn't even look up when i entered. i said her name to gain her attention.
she looked at me but it wasn't the same, her eyes didn't light up she just looked so disappointed and tired.
"i knew i would find you here." i said closing the door quietly behind me as i made my way over and stood beside her but she didn't reply instead she just turned her head away.
"please, tell me what i've done wrong so i can fix it."
she scoffed "really draco? please don't act clueless im not in the mood."
i was confused, i hadn't done anything yes i've messed up in the past but im aware of my actions usually and as far as i know i hadn't done anything to hurt her ever.
"you hurt me draco, now you want to make things right?" she said as her voice started breaking
"well what did i do that hurt you?" i said pleading with her to at least give me a clue.
"i don't know why don't you ask hermione?" she said as she stood up gathering her books so she could leave.
"wait are you serious?you think there's something going on with me and ... her?" i laughed as i grabbed her arm and looked her in the eyes "nothing happened and nothing ever will."
she couldn't even look at me in the eye back, "what?"she said tilting her head. "So what i walked in on is all in my head?" Looking at her hurt me, I could never hurt her. "I was in your room waiting on you, As was she, I promise it wasn't what it looked like at all Lily" "Promise?" She smiled, Not a happy smile a defeated smile.
"i promise." i said pulling her in and supporting her head as she rest it on my shoulder, i knew i couldn't hurt her as she was already so fragile nor was i ever going to let anyone hurt her, i felt as if i was responsible for her but i didn't mind she was all i needed.
