why me? (your POV)

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In potions class i sat next to hermione like i usually do but this time it was a bit more awkward, i didn't know wether to scream at her or apologize after all it was her who kissed my boyfriend and god knows how many times they have kissed so i decided it was best to just say nothing

"where did you go last night you know when you ran away? i came looking for you but i couldn't find you." she said breaking the awkward silence.

"not that its any of your business, i was with draco." i never said it nicely because the last thing she deserved was me being nice to her but i wasn't just going to ignore her forever.

"draco? do you like, like him? because i dont think thats a very good idea..." she said stuttering on her own words, i couldn't believe it she of all people was telling me who i should and shouldn't be with as if she hasn't just kissed my boyfriend.

"i do like him Hermione yes, and you cant stop me from liking who i like, in fact i like him more than i've ever liked harry." i said clearly angry at her

"yes i can im your bestfriend for gods sake!" she said shouting at me causing a few people in our class to stare at us.

"you were ." i said looking away from her, yes i don't like being mad at her but what did she expect? I trusted her.

"can we atleast talk? i miss you."

"no, we cant sorry." just as i said that the bell went and everyone started leaving class, i walked the opposite way from everyone because i needed some time alone to think but i heard footsteps running up behind me.

"going somewhere?" it was draco.

"clearing my head."

"i heard you in class, do you really like me?" he said smirking.

i smiled at him "Really? was i actually that loud? God i hope no one else heard." He looked at my curiously. "Would if really be that much of a problem if we were to like each other, Lily?" We stopped walking and i turned to him. "For other people maybe, But i don't see a problem." I said gaining a smile from him. "Good."

I spent the next week or so focusing on 2 things, draco and school, me and draco spent every moment that we could together and any other moment i had i would either be studying or doing work for class but i didn't talk to hermione or harry once except from the occasional awkward glare in class or the halls but i didn't care i had draco and he was all i needed, i also no longer shared a room with hermione as she had moved out, i didn't know where to but i didn't really care. Me and Draco were closer than ever and i liked it that way.

"i've got to get to class and so do you." i said as i hugged draco and opened my room door for him to leave but he grabbed me. "I want you to be mine." He blurred out, I searched his eyes looking for a reason for this sudden outburst. "I am yours, Draco." He shook his head at my reply. "No lily you don't get it, I mean i want you to be mine officially." "Officially?" I said as he closed the door. "Draco Malfoy are you asking me to be your girlfriend?" I smiled at him, noticing how nervous he was. "Yes, Yes i am." I placed my hands behind his neck and he placed his hands on my waist. "I thought you would never ask." I said leaning in to him and placing my lips to his.

We both hurried to class together when we realised the time, in this class i also sat next to hermione like most classes which meant it was a lot harder to ignore her, but we sat in silence like usual until she slipped me a note.

it read 'i know your mad at me and you have every right to be but i miss you so much and i want to make this right, meet me at your room to talk after class please?' she left a little bit of room at the bottom of my note for a reply.

I wrote a quick 'ok' and sent it back.

after class i looked for draco to tell him about what happened but he must of left class early because he wasn't around so i quickly ran to my room to talk to her but when i opened the door it turns out she was already there... and so was draco in fact they moved quickly away from each other as i entered the room.

"uhh.. whats going on?" i said as my heart started racing. I felt a lump forming in my throat.

"nothing love... i uhh was just looking fo-for you." draco said standing up and moving closer to where i was standing.

"just now.. were you two just kissing?" i said as tears started filling my eyes.

"what! no lily i wouldn't do that i came here to talk to you and he was already here!" hermione said also standing up and moving towards me.

"please don't lie to me, i don't think i can take it" I looked at them both, a sick feeling took over my body.

"love.. i-" draco said looking confused before i quickly interrupted him.

"please just go." i said i looked to the ground as they both left, as soon as i closed the door i placed my back against is and slid down it and began to cry.

In this moment nothing felt right, In this moment i hated Draco Malfoy.

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