Damienette One shots ('∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩')

I hate you.. I love you

Heyyy, oki so this story contains a bit of self harm, so if that triggers you, please dont read this one shot. There will not be anymore chapters to this one, but if you would like another song fic then I'm happy to do one. Sorry about grammar and spellings. This is kind of sad (that's what I'm aiming for) but the ending is sweet. Pls vote and comment, and omg i've got 900 views. HOLY COW, cheers x

Marinettes pov:

Feeling used but I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I saw you with Barbara Gordon today, your arms were wrapped around her in a loving manner, the same way, they used to do with me. Adrien kissed me yesterday, but it wasn't the same; there was no passion or love. It was just a kiss, but that's not how yours are. They're warm and soft, your lips fit perfectly against mine. Every time we kiss, I swear see fireworks, and the whole world melt's away . Just leaving me and you, but now you've left me...

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I moved to Gotham for you, I left my parents, my best friends, the city I once swore to protect, for you. Though I still dont regret it, I could never regret anything involving you. Even if you hurt me in the worst way imaginable. I hate you for everything you did to me, though I still love you for being there for me. but now your gone, and I'm alone. While your with her, its hurts.

Damien's pov:

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Messed around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired but never of you

I cant get Mari out my mind, I struggle to sleep and when I do, I dream of her. My family been worried sick about me, saying I'm not eating or sleeping enough. I've even been drinking more coffee than Tim lately. I'm currently wearing the sweater you always took from my closet, its smelt of you more than me. That's why I wear it, because I miss everything about you, more than you know. I've tried getting over these feeling s for you, trying to move on. I even kissed Barbara, hoping it may help me move on. It just made me miss you more. Even dad is scared for me, say's I looked better even when I was in the league.  

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I 'never mind' that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I wanted to text you, I want to see you, even if its just to know how your doing. To see if you  miss me, the way I miss you. I know you still love me, you said you still did, when we broke up. I was angry and confused at the time, dad missing, my brothers and I having to deal with the joker. I was scared that  I might have lost him. Yet I still lost you. I've seen Adrien talking to Lila, about how he thinks you love him back. Does he not know? or did you actually move on. I wish you would just come back, back into my life. But you probably wouldn't even if I asked.