Start of Something New *w/Charlie Gillespie*

My Past is Back

                                                         *Charlie's POV*

 "Hey Charlie!" Kayla said to me. Who was that  guy and why are they hugging?  I am NOT jealous ok? We are just friends. We friend zone each other. I might stop doing that tho...... 

"This is Isaac-" Kayla started. 

"Have you banged him yet?" I heard Isaac whisper to her. Oh my god I could have lived with out hearing that! What did he mean by that? Kayla smiled at me then whispered something about not doing that anymore.

"Hi. I'm Charlie. I have heard about you" I said trying to figure out what kind of guy he was. Kayla had told me about him. They used to date and were best friends or something like that. I went to Kayla and hugged her from behind. She let me. We often did that. 

"I wish I could say the same man. But I haven't. Actually I haven't heard from you in almost a year." Isaac said to Kayla. 

"This will be fun explaining." I mumbled to Kayla. "I guess I'll go." 

"No! Er- I mean stay. It will be a lot easier for me if you stayed." she smiled beggingly so I stayed. After that week of Boot Camp Kayla never wore super cropped crop tops. I guess she really cares what I think. I helped explain to this guy why she was here and how she didn't want to be around her family. 

" I get it, but why did you cut ties with me?" He asked. SUCKA  

"I'm sorry I just didn't want to deal with ANY drama from my past. Then I met this guy and he helped me change and stay like this." She said looking me and smiled. Her head was leaning against my shoulder and I wrapped my arm around her shoulder. 

"Yeah I noticed. Your wearing almost real clothes!" He said. Kayla scoffed. 

"You were the one who ENCOURAGED me to wear clothes like that! AND to wear a bra and a flannel with black shorts to school!" Kayla said a bit aggravatedly. 

"Wait he what?" Charlie said standing up. 

"Charlie." she said sternly. "It's okay! I'm different now! Remember our quote that helped me?" 

"With out change there would be no butterflies yeah I know." I recited. 

"And I'm the what?" 

"The butterfly" I told her feeling better. 

"Isaac I think Owen will show  you to your trailer." Kayla said a bit sternly. 

"Baby I thought you'd be happy to see me." He said getting closer to her. 

"I was! But then I realised all your going to do is sbring my past back! I AM DONE WITH THAT!" Kayla said angerly. "If you knew I was working here and you knew I wasn't talking to anyone, you could have told me you were coming." I stepped in front of Kayla before Isaac could say another word. 

"I think you should go. Owen!" I said 

"What up Charlie!" Owen said coming up to us. 

"Can you show him his trailer?" I asked him. He nodded his head and when he was right next to me I whispered "The farthest trailer from Kayla." 

"Of course" He responded. Once they left I was hugging Kayla. I think I should ask her now..... 

                                                     *Kayla's POV* 

I can't believe I let him kiss me!? You see what he did? He brought the old me back for a split second. He could have told me he was going to be in the show I'm in! UGHHH this is the worst!!!  

"Kayla, I know this probably isn't the best time, and well you spend most nights at my apartment soooo," he rubbed the back of his neck. "I was wondering if you wanted to move in. As friends. As friends. AND I would be able to watch you easier. I just don't want you to get hurt. In anyway. sooo " He asked and that made me smirk 

"Really!? Are you sure I mean would you really want me to live with you? You have a girlfriend and.... I don't think that would make her happy to know I just moved in." In my mind I was screaming and running around like I had been on drugs. Like the time in Legends of Tomorrow when Nate accidentally got high! SHHHHHH the marshmallows are talking!  I died!!!!!!! AHHh this would definitely take my mind off things. But Emma ....

"We can tell her you have pretty much ALWAYS lived there. Even before I... dated her...." I could hear a pang of sadness. Maybe he just didn't like as much as he thought. She was a great girl. She could sing, write, dance, write stories, act, do art, takes AMAZING photo's, she is super nice but surprisingly doesn't have many friends. They must be haters. 

"Well... I mean I guess that would be ok. I really do need to take my mind off of things....." 

"Okay, cool" 

"Hey, I uhm need some help with something." 

"Shoot" 

"Well, you know how, to stop the panic attacks  I have to learn to forgive my biological parents for... well anyways you know." 

"Right." 

"I think I need to write a song to help me recognize my feelings and start from there." 

"I think that's a great idea." He smiled and we went to go write a song. 

I know what I have to do, 
Even if it means letting go of you. 
I have to stay strong and say good bye. 
Letting go of the past 
Hoping it would be the last 

I say hoping it would be the last, because on good days I let go of my past but then I can't fully leave it so I pick it up again.. 

Good bye good bye forever..... 

We continued to make the song until we were called to do a scene. 

"ACTION" Kenny yelled. 

"Am I high?!" 

" I hope your not, that shit's bad for you." Charlie/Luke said concerningly  

"The condition was that I COULD STAY here if I didn't get high and try in school. Julie-" She was gone and running. "There is NO way in hell that there is such thing as hot ghosts!" I exclaimed . 

"So... You think we're hot?" Jeremy/Reggie asked. I glared at them.  

"CUT" Kenny yelled again. 

"Owen and Charlie, can you guys improvise. Same thing for everyone else. Madison, you will be running back hiding behind our fierce Alice Let's just keep going on from where we left off. Rolling and ACTION!" 

"I can't- I'm sorry for them they-" Owen/Alex said 

"My cousin won't like you guys.." I said going on my phone after calming down." 

We went on rehearsing until the end of the day. Then I started to move in with Charlie un-noticeably.....

A/N  

I got my phone taken away from me cuz I didnt make my bed... REALLY!? But I got it back! Love you all!!!!!!