WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS CYBER-BULLYING, SELF HARM, AND MENTIONS OF SUICIDE...
*Charlie's POV*
"Carolyn, your scaring me..." I said glancing over at Jeremy and Owen on Kayla's phone. They were scrolling and scrolling as there faces grew darker and darker.
"Owen, Jeremy... What's going on?!" I asked impatiently.
"Charlie, you know she loves you and you love her, and you have to promise to not get mad at her, Okay?" Owen said.
"What. Is. Going. ON." I said trying to get an answer.
"Okay, Kayla has been... being cyber bullied for the past year maybe more..." Caro said to me. My heart skipped a beat. I walked over to Jer and Owen took the phone and read it...
Waste of space
Glad your gone
Slut
Nobody
I hope you die
Broken Girl
"What the hell is this?!" I asked them
"What the hell is what?" Kayla said coming out of the bathroom
"Charlie..." Jer warned me
"Why didn't you tell me?! Kayla I could have helped you! I still can help you!" I said to her
"Charlie." Kayla looked at me like she was gonna cry.
"Come on, we're going back into the bathroom."
"Charlie, Be easy on her." Owen whispered to me as he grabbed my forearm. I nodded and he let go. We walked into the bathroom...
"I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry i can't-" Kayla started
"You have nothing to apologies for I... Let me see your hands... " I said to her
"Charlie... I-"
"Let me see them."
At first glance there fine... But then look closer there's makeup on her wrist. I got a wet paper towel and wiped it off then I saw it. I leaned against the wall sliding slowly. How did I not see this before! I could have helped.. I could have done something, if she would just tell me...
Cuts were all over her wrist. Very deep ones. Ones that left scars as if she got many MANY stitches.
"I'm... Sorry... I can't stop.. It's one of the only things that make me feel better it's like a relief..." She said to me
"Like from that song you like'Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me..'"
" 'I don't wanna die I just wanna get relief' Yeah, exacally like the song."
"How did I not notice? I could have helped..." Charlie started to cry his eyes red...
"I'm sorry..." I said hugging him
"Kayla, Owen loves you, Jeremy loves you, Caro loves you, The kids love you, Alyssa loves you, Hell I won't even get into how much Maddie loves you..I...love you..." I said to her hoping she would say it back, I really do love her and she has to know that. Then she looked up at me.
"Charlie...I..." Kayla said
"Don't worry, you can say it back when your ready.." I said not wanting to push her.
"I love you too." she said And I smiled to her.
"Now who is Jake? I going to have to beat this guys ass."
"He's... he's... Alison's father..." she said to me
"That's a major game changer, NOT! It doesn't give him the right..." We went on talking back and forth about how I should "Do the right thing". I mean what dos that even mean?!
We came out and everyone was hopping in the car to go back, damn it's almost 6! But atleast I get to sleep with the best girl on earth. I fell asleep holding on to the girl who I love... and cherish.... till death do us part... Wait no... NO... not yet... not yet....
A/ N
This chapter was just to explain what happened after Caro ended the live abruptly.. I have a great idea for the next one! Since I have had this weird obsession over one of ed Sheerans songs rn so Imma add it in the next one... Also who else can picture Luke singing Perfect to Julie??
A/N
About almost exactly one year ago a very close friend of mine committed suicide. Her boyfriend got her pregnant and she didn't think her parents would love her anymore. But 1 week after she dies, in there front yard they built a garden with a huge gate that says her name. I love her so much and may she rest in peace. She will always have a place in my heart. Just know you are not alone. You are loved...
Byeeee Imma update again today
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