➳ 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 / [Kuroo x reader]

Chapter 5

[y/n's pov]

Kuroo kissed me and just smiled at me after asking if he can do that again.

I obviously pushed him away because i have a boyfriend and I basically cheated on him. Oh my God.

I sighed loudly and dropped on the floor with my face on my knees. I did cheat. When Kuroo kissed me I didn't push him away and I even BLUSHED. Seriously?

At this point I was panicking.

I mean my boyfriend wouldn't know if I don't tell him right? Or is it better to tell him...?

I stood up and walked away from Kuroo.

“Y/n where are you going?” you were ignoring Kuroo but he grabbed your arm as you were about to walk away.

“Let go of me! Why did you kiss me jerk?!” I screamed. I was really mad because, I feel guilty.

“Is it so bad that i like you?” he rubbed his head and put his hands in his face. He muttered 'fuck'

“Why would you like me, don't you hate me?” I asked bitterly. Looking at him dead in the eye.

“It's so fucking obvious, I like you! Why the fuck would I walk you home without any intention of protecting you?”

“I never asked you to protect me, and why did...you like me?” I pushed him away.

“I have a boyfriend, Kuroo” I straightly said while looking into my hands.

Kuroo suddenly hugged me tightly.

“He's not even answering your texts and calls for a month now, you think I don't notice? You're always checking your phone and you're always waiting for someone to reply. And I wish i was the one you were waiting for”

“Kuroo we're just not allowed, okay? Please try to understand. I'm with someone, and me and my boyfriend, I promised him after this year I'd move away back to [your country] so him and I can live together. We have so many promises, and it was fucking ruined all because my mom wanted to marry a japanese man!!”

My knees felt weak, I told him basically about everything on why I'm in here.

“Do you really hate japan and studying here so much, that you had to blame your mom's marriage all because you wanted to live with a guy who obviously is ignoring you? You're such a fucking dumbass, open your eyes, he doesn't love you anymore”

He walked away with his hands in his pocket, you watch his back slowly disappear off the hallways.

Maybe he's right, but I still can't like him back...