➳ 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 / [Kuroo x reader]

Chapter 9

[y/n's pov]

It's literally been months me and Kuroo have been hanging out everyday. We take a lot of pictures, I watch all his volleyball games, and cheer for him a lot.

However, he's been a lot more expressing lately, and I felt like I'm leading him on. But that's why I'm not saying anything yet.

I don't want to hurt his feelings.

But I can't say I like him without feeling it, right? I want to be sure of what I'm feeling. I want to be sure if what I'm feeling is real or if I'm just using him as a replacement for Jayden.

I lied down in my bed staring at my porcelain ceiling, it kinda looks like me, when I die. Does that mean I'm pretty? I am.

What if I only think of Kuroo as a friend and lead his feelings on, will he hate me?

The thought of him hating me makes my tummy churn, he's like my best friend. And if he did hate me, I don't think I can ever handle losing such a friend.

But I don't wanna lose Jayden, I'll come home.

I burried my face into my pillow and slightly let out a scream.

I AM JUST CONFUSED.

What should I do? Oh no, guilt is eating me away, technically that kiss Kuroo gave me, it gave me chills.

Thinking about how his lips touched mine, makes me feel weak he's like a really great kisser.

BUT WHAT IF I'M THE ONE BEING PLAYED? maybe he has a stack of girls that he's hanging out with?

WHY AM I OVERTHINKING THINGS?

He's literally my best friend, why should I be worried who he hangs out with? He has his own life. And I'm just his best friend. Right,, we're friends I don't need to worry about little things.