Chapter 12

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[Kuroo's pov]

Y/n's room had pretty fairy lights, with a curtain in her bed making the bed look like it belongs to a goddess, which in fact it does.

We're still laying down staring at her porcelain ceiling. She sighed loudly and took her phone out. She was replying to a person that I've never seen before that she talked to.

It's not my business but, why would she sigh that loud if it was a normal message?

I peaked at her phone and saw the person she's messaging saying they love her. What the fuck?

Who is this person...?

Y/n didn't reply back to the message and just closed her phone, I was still looking at the direction where her phone was.

“That's just my boyfriend” she answered because I was still looking. She waved her frantically in my face and she smiled at me.

“I didn't ask who that was, and besides I don't really mind, you're still dating him” I said looking away at her smiling face.

I feel so jealous.

I can't even tell her properly about how I feel about her without thinking of anything that makes me nervous.

It was silent, and the silence was so loud. I looked at her now laying down at her bed. This is so awkward.

“So let's listen to the playlist I made for you”

I finally broke the silence. She stood up to get her laptop, she clicked the link I sent her and played it on spotify.

‘Out of my league’ by fitz and the tantrums. Why does this song have to play right now? God.

Y/n's totally out of my league, she's a foreigner, she's from a totally different country than I am before she even came here. And she's so pretty, she even has a boyfriend back in her country. I can't compete with that guy.

I looked at y/n and she was slightly bopping her head to the music. Should I tell her right now, and properly?

Fuck, I can't do this.

I stood up and pulled her with me.

I put her hands on my shoulder and put my hands to her waist. We danced to a song, that can totally relate to me in so many ways.

I felt like, crying.

Y/n didn't do anything, we just danced the night away and we finished the whole playlist and as soon as we finished dancing I hugged her.

She hugged me back, but it didn't feel like she was feeling something, now that I realize it, I'm still just a friend to her eyes.

“y/n, can we stay like this for a couple of minutes?” I asked her while softly playing with her hair as we hug.

“Yeah” she answered softly.

➳ 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 / [Kuroo x reader]Where stories live. Discover now