Dying In Style

Six

I wake up the next morning to the smell of coffee.

I look around seeing that I'm in my bed, in my room. Jack must've carried me here last night when I fell asleep during our movie.

I get out of bed and take a quick shower, I don't want to keep Jack waiting.

I get dressed in my black sweats and long sleeve white crop top.

I make my way to the kitchen to see Jonah, drinking a coffee reading the news paper.

"People still read those things?" I ask Jonah, causing him to jump

"God y/n, when did you wake up?" He laughs putting the paper down

"A while ago, you didn't hear the shower running?"

"Obviously not" He laughs, watching me walk into the kitchen.

"I brought you Starbucks this morning, it's in the fridge, I know you don't drink warm coffee" I laugh opening the fridge door, seeing my cold black coffee.

"Do you happen to know when Jack left? He was here when I fell asleep" I slightly laugh grabbing out my coffee and sitting with him at the table.

"Yeah, he left when I came by this morning. He had stuff to do today, so I figured we could hangout. Plus, since I'm officially banned from the hospital, for life, I figured I owed it to you" Jonah said taking a sip of his coffee

"Jonah, you don't owe me anything, if you don't want to be here, you can go home" I sigh, knowing he's only here to baby sit me.

"Hey, no, y/n, I wanna hangout with you, we could watch movies, order in some food, just like old times!"

Jonah was the first one I met from the boys. Him and I met in a coffee shop, he felt the need to make fun of me for drinking my coffee cold, I felt the need to make fun of him when he burnt his inter mouth on his hot coffee. I met the rest of the boys afterwards at a party Jonah invited me to. I introduced them to a few of my friends and the rest is history.

"Y/n? Hello? Are you okay?" I'm snapped out of my thoughts with Jonah waving his hand in front of my face

"Yeah, sorry. Can we go out and do something?" I ask, turning to look at him

"I wish we could y/n, but I don't want to get recognized and followed everywhere. I'm sorry" He gives me a sympathetic smile, which causes me to laugh

"I forgot all my friends are famous" I roll my eyes and make my way to the couch. "You get food, I'll pick the movies"

Jonah laughs and follows me to sit on the couch. He orders us some Chinese food while I put on our favourite movies, just like the old days.

"Chinese food and Harry Potter? Now we're talking" Jonah says wrapping his arm around my shoulder and pulling me closer to him.

Not in a loving boyfriend way, but in a best friend comforting way.

Jonah and I hung out for the rest of the day just watching Harry Potter.

When I woke up the next morning, Daniel was there, just like I figured. The day after, Corbyn was here. It kept repeating like that all week.

None of them let me leave the house, it was to the point where I felt like I was 15 again and I had to sneak out without my parents knowing.

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It's been two weeks since I left the hospital now, and no word from Zach. He won't answer my texts, he leaves me on read, it's hard going from seeing someone almost everyday to nothing at all.

It was heartbreaking at first but now I realized he's actually gone, and I'm trying to live with it.