Gay Friend

Chapter 45

"Ugh! Ewan ko kung bakit up until now di pa rin ako niya nililigawan Nay."

"Landian mo pa kasi! Magpaganda ka."

"I'm doing everything I can pero baka may mangyari sa amin kung nilandi ko siya, ayoko! I'm not yet ready to get pregnant dahil hindi matutuloy ang plano natin. Gusto kong ligawan na niya ako para mabili at makuha ko lahat ng gusto ko. Bwisit na Arthur na yan, nyeta!"

"Sige na anak baka may makarinig sa iyo jan."

"Don't worry Nay I'm here inside the treatment room. Walang ibang tao dito."

"Sige na magtrabaho ka na jan baka mapagalitan ka pa."

"Sige po."

I opened the door and went outside.

"Sheianna!"

"A-anthony? What are you doing here?"

"To visit my best friend."

"Ganun ba? That's sweet of you."

"Teka bakit ganyan clothes mo? Why aren't you wearing scrubs? Bakit parang damit/ uniform ng maintenance yang suot mo?"

Oh Shit! Hindi ko namalayan na naka uniform ako ng ganito.

"Ahh..ehhh...napunit kasi iyong damit ko kaya ito yung pinahiram muna sa akin."

"Listen ayoko ng magpaligoy-ligoy pa. I heard everything. I was about to knock the door at the treatment room at narinig ko ang pinag-usapan niyo ng mama mo."

"Why are you eavesdropping? Chismoso!"

"Why are you so defensive? Walang naman akong gagawing masama sa iyo ah. I'm just saying. I'm your best friend Sheianna pero not because I'm your best friend doesn't mean lagi na kitang kakampihan. Mali yang ginagawa mo! Don't tell me na hindi ka talaga med-tech?"

Uminit ang ulo ko.

"Oo na! Oo I'm not really a med-tech. I lied to you kasi hindi ako nakapasa sa board exam. Hindi ako kasing talino ninyo and because we really don't have enough money I had to work for us para may makain kami."

"You're a liar. You could've just told us the truth. I thought kaibigan kita. We are not gonna judge you. Kung sinabi mo sana sa akin baka natulungan pa kita."

"I don't need someone's help not even from you. Hindi ko sinabi sa inyo dahil nakakahiya. Alam kong pagtatawanan niyo lamang ako."

"I won't do that! Wala ka ba talagang tiwala sa mga kaibigan mo. Alam ba ni Arthur iyan?"

I didn't answer him. Natahimik ako sa tanong niya.

"Anong klaseng babae ka Sheianna?! Pati si Arthur niloloko mo at balak mo pang gamitin?!"

*slap*

"I don't care! Kung kinakailangan kong gumamit ng ibang tao to have a good life, gagawin ko. And please huwag kang pakialamero Anthony. This is my damn fucking life! At wala ka na doon."

"He deserves to know the truth."

"At talagang kinakampihan mo pa si Arthur. Sige magsama kayo!"

"Like what I've said not because I'm your best friend doesn't mean lagi akong kampi sa iyo. I'm just being a real friend to you. Ayokong dumating sa point na mapahamak ka dahil jan sa binabalak mo. You're important to me, our friendship. Pero kung ayaw mong makinig sa akin, bahala ka. I'm going to tell Arthur about this. He's also my friend."

That was the last time I had conversation with Anthony. Paano kung totohanin niyang sabihin kay Arthur?

I need to make a move. I'll try to tell him about that tomorrow. Ayokong mawala sa akin si Arthur not for money but for his love for me. Pinahahalagahan niya ako even his family. I'm going to apologize to him soon.

But before that I need to prepare my words. I took a deep breath and think about what should I do. Think about the things I should do kapag nakaharap ko na si Arthur. And I also need to apologize to Anthony.