My tears tell no lies

its whaterver ..

My intentions were swornly hidden from you.
Yet you were consistently persistent in having them exposed  .
Eventually I allowed you to resolve your curiosity
But at who's expense was it ?
My walls have always barricaded what lied beyond them .Emotions I promised myself I wouldn't let play in eyesight were handed to you on a silver platter
Why .?
Why all of a sudden a change of heart ??
Welll manipulation  .
My heart mind were manipulated by your whispered sweet nothings
Tethering me to promises left unspoken but ushered in what seemed your honest actions .

Yet your reluctance to express your deepest turmoil should've been foreshadowing for what my gut and intuition bared open ,but I shut it down as quick I would have in the beginning if I wasnt swayed by  the magnifying words of the perceptions  they thought they knew of .you

For what seemed like eternity I forgot that intuition can see through illusive intent.I should've listened to it .

You reap what you sow they say
Seems like what I've been reaping is what i deserved as I chose to let you play me like strings on a new guitar only to be left  reserved on the side as though it never existed and was never a waking thought in your life .

Serves me right for believing and trusting in you
Its whaterver .