Bts sickfics/hurtfics/oneshots

⛓️Namjin- Hate comments (rewritten)

-I might do more sickfics with ships so tell me which ships you guys want me to use. I do ship the Bts members together, but more as brothers or that they look cute together. It's not meant to hurt any of the members or readers. Also, I got this idea from the hate Taehyung received because of the selfie he posted with Jungkook so... I really don't like it when they receive so much hate for literally breathing. It really needs to stop. If you're a real ARMY, you like all the members and not just one.-
(Warning: suicide attempt)

I rewrote this chapter because, although I liked the story line, I didn't like how I wrote it. I'm hoping to post a new chapter soon, but I don't have a lot of time because of school and work and other projects. I'm sorry that it always takes so long but I've gotten really busy.

I walk into my room leaving the other member's at the dinner table. With a sigh I plop down on the bed, our bed, mine and Jin's. Gosh, I love him. He's so beautiful, his soft features, his glowing skin, silky soft hair, a voice like an angel. That man doesn't realize the effect he has on me. My heart starts beating faster just thinking about him. My mind goes to one of my most favorite sights. When Jin is peacefully sleeping, he looks like an angel. He always looks beautiful to me and he always will, but when I wake up with him wrapped in my embrace, a small sliver of light shining through the gap between the curtains. That sight just makes it seem like the world has stopped turning around us, like time stops and let's me look at him forever. When he's not stressed, but peacefully dreaming of fishing, eating and whatever he desires in this life time and every other. Yup, I really am knee deep in love with him, no turning back.

I take my phone out of my pocket. A smile makes it's way onto my face as I look at the picture we took on our date. Today was our second anniversary, so after he made me breakfast in bed, I took him on romantic date. First we went to see the movie we watched on out first date, then we walked to the mountain top where we had our first kiss when we went hiking together and lastly we had a pick nick in our secret spot. When we got home, the boys wanted to know all the details of our date. So, now my love is telling them everything.

After a few minutes I decide to post the picture on Weverse.

Thank you for the lovely day, hyung!

After a few second, the comments already start flooding. I wait a little before I start reading, but my heart sinks when I do.

Jeez, does he think he deserves to be in the same picture as our world wide handsome?

OMG, this guy is so ugly! He shouldn't be in BTS.

Ah, the untalented, ugly guy posted once again...

It goes on and on like that. Saying I look fat, ugly. Saying that I don't have talent, that I'm unnecessary, useless, pathetic, worthless.

There are a few positive comments, but they are drowned out by the negativity, the hate, the lack of love, the disrespect. My heart shatters as I continue reading, not being able to stop myself. My mind goes in overdrive as negative thoughts run like a tornado through my brain. I have been struggling with my insecurities for a while, but Jin was always there to make me so that I was wrong. Now, when he is not here, and I see just how much all these people hate me, how much the world hates me...