Damian Wayne x assassin reader

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Damian and I sit there once Jason left. After a few minutes, I lean over,"do I make you nervous?" He scoffs,"of corse not." I giggle,"wanna test that theory?" He rolls his eyes. I push off the side of the bed facing him.  I take a step closer and sling a leg over his. Sitting down on his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck loosely.  Then leaning forward I whisper,"how bout now?" I feel a shiver go down his spine, then he grabs my hips pulling me even closer to him."of corse not." I rest my forehead on his forehead. Our noses brush past each other a bit. Staring into his eyes, I feel more relaxed now. Less nervous, more assured."I feel safe with you." I blurt in a whisper. His grip on my hips tighten. " I feel the same way." I kiss the top of his nose, then I slowly rest my head on his shoulder."Sleep in here tonight, please." He nods."okay." We crawl up the bed a bit more. He lays on his back, and I climb over top of him dropping my weight o his chest he lets out a huff. I wrap my arms around his sides up to his shoulders clinging to the front of him. He wraps his arms around my back. I feel so...nice...content i think is the word. I lay there on his chest. Pulling myself close to him. He then pulls me even closer."stop squirming." I let out a breath of joy and laughter. Looking up at his face. I stare at his eyes, "you have really pretty eyes." His face freezes for a second and I see a hint of a possible blush."thank you." He says clearing his throat. I giggle a bit. Running my fingers up the side of his face to his hair line and into his hair, I comb my fingers through the jet black mop on his head. The feeling of his damp hair making my fingers feel nice. At some point I put both hands in his hair running them through. Resting my chin on his chest. My chest against his abdomen. Feel him shift, resting on his elbows looking down at me. I shift as well. Sitting on the knees either side of him. He pulls me closer. We just stare into each other's eyes. Really close to each other. He leans my head down and kisses my forehead, before leaning us to our side. I roll around, and he pulls me close again. My back to his chest. His arm around my front. His hand grabs mine. Our fingers intertwine in front of me.resting on my stomach. I close my eyes. I drift to sleep listening to his heart beat. Only a while later I awaken to him moving. I feel him let go of me in a hurry. Quickly pinning me to the bed by my neck . I almost panic but freeze. This is Damian,I muster what I can and say,"Damian, what's wrong?" He goes tense, I see his eyes there full of hate and fear. But a second later they're full of regret and sorrow. He loosens his grip.I stare into his eyes. I see a tear roll out of his eye. Just like that I know he had a nightmare. I slowly remove his hand, sitting up pulling him into a hug. I know he isn't one to express his feelings well, or talk about things but I feel the need to ask."Do you wanna talk about it?" He shakes his head, and relaxes into my touch as I say,"that's okay, just know I'm here for you always." He nods. He isn't crying. He just seems upset. I hold him to my chest and comb my fingers through his hair with one hand the other clutching him tightly to me." Do you wanna spar for a bit?" I don't think either of us need anymore sleep tonight. It seems to unlikely we'll actually get any also.especially after that. We both get up, a few seconds later I hear a noise. Me and Damian turn to each other. He heard it too. A second later someone jumps at me reaching for my wrist. A second after that I have the person on their knees withering in pain. "You were reaching to me. What do you want?" Damian looked over my shoulder. I glare. He's not responding and that bugs me and for a split second I snap."if I wanted I could sever your third cervical nerve and you could never reach for something again. Now answer me." I glare at the man full of fear. Before snapping his wrist. The noise snaps me into reality again. A second later the man erodes away. Wait what. Someone walks out of the corner clapping,"bravo"  my senses go haywire. What's happening... I get the feeling of someone over my shoulder so I grip at where I would expect a person and throw over my shoulder, but no one is there..."What." I look around, I can't trust my senses no one is there... then I hear a switch flip. I can't see, why can't I see. "Damian!" Where'd Damian go. "oh no."  There's a snap noise and my nose fills with the scent of blood. The lights are back, and the mangled corpse of Damian is in front of me. My voice is quiet and mangled the noise barely leaving my lips, my voice disappointed me with how frail it sounded."da..mian."  Only he's not a corpse. He moved just barely,"why...did you hurt me...what did I do to you... I loved you..." my breathing hitched ."I love you too." I say running closer to him as I go to drop down he yells."STAY AWAY FROM ME YOU MONSTER." "What." Curtly leaves my lips."YOU DID THIS." I feel my muscles as though there's tiny gems in my blood solidifying. Painfully. I raise my hands from my sides and look at the blood on them."I'm sorry." I watch the light fade from his eyes," no you're not..." my heart breaks at the sight. This is your fault though. My brain overflowed. This is your fault. No. This is your fault. please...I'm sorry...THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. I feel my whole body seize up and then I'm in a ball, sitting on a bed. Next to Damian. Who is very much so still alive, and now awake.