What happened with are love?

Break ups are a bitch Chapter13

Well today is November 5 and it is the worst day of my life because me and Benton broke up 💔😭😞😥😰 all my friends were there
Ali
Bella
Kayla
Brittany
Kat
Nich
Joey
Jack
And everyone that went to the fally ball game was there but me and Benton were talking and then Kayla told me that benton told her that he was going to brake up with me way before because people kept telling me that him and kayla are dating and they like each other so I got mad.
So we were talking and yelling and fighting and then I was like should we just brake up and he said idk what do you want and I said idk and Then he just send fine we are done and the. Kayla went off on him and nich and ali and bella Too and like always I started crying my eyes out because I really liked him and it is all over 😭
He was what we call a poser that means he
Doesn't like hugging
Touching
Kissing
Holding hands
Or anything in a relationship ship
I still liked him but I would love to do that with him but I guess he wasn't the right guy but I really do like him even till this day I still like him you can't blame me I think everyone has still liked there ex boyfriend at a point but I don't think they still want to go out.
I have texted him a big paragraph but never had the guts to tell him but then my friend bella sent it to him😭😞😶😶😶 and I was so flipping scared beccas I said everything in there but he doesn't have the same feelings for me but I get it I can be a bitch and jealous but that is because I don't want it to end and it did I am really stupid for breaking up with him and if I had a change to go back in time I would go back to the day we got in a fight and stop me from doing it but that could never happen but what is passed is passed and it is done and we will always be friends ❤️💔❤️.