What happened with are love?

Love?

Love is a strong word and I have been using it I have thought to myself why do I always say love well I thought about it and thought about it that maybe you just say I love you because you think you love them. Love is when you get married and spin the rest of your life with that person. See I love ️Jack but I feel like we just say that because we like each other. He is nice and sweet and kind and stuff and I like him for that but I love him too and it just got to me about the whole love thing but yeah
Also lately all my friends what me to kiss Jack and I hope the ones that are telling me to do this will read this because i don't want to have my first kiss at 13 i would want to wait longer I am tired of all my friends telling me to kiss them like seriously if I don't want to then you can't make me and if you guys keep doing it then you won't be my friend anymore i and seriously to that point of letting some of my close friends go because I am tired of getting told what to do and I hate it.
Ok so let's get back to being happy so me and my best friend kayla/alex😂😂 were hanging out at the park and we went over to the kids play ground to go to the grass and these two boys Brady and Brian were already over there and they were really weird they were funny but really weird they were like cody but like ten times worst then him we were just sitting and talking and then Brady went home to eat and so we asked brain to spin us on the yellow spinning thing so me and kayla/Alex😂😂😂 got on and he didn't really do a good job of spinning us 😂😂😂😂😂 then I was eating gummy bears and he saw so he attacked me and it was funny.
Then Brian's little friend Wyatt came and Brian told him to attack me and kayla/alex😂😂 so we didn't really run Intel he pulled some silver thing out of his pocket and so then we ran to the yellow thing and so then we ran into the girls bathroom and stayed in there for a while and we kept looking out to see