Am I Really Needed? (Dark Side Logan) COMPLETED

IV

It has been a week since I had my mental breakdown in front of Remus, and I haven't left my room even once. I just want to fade away or even duck out, but I can't do that, that would hurt Thomas so much, and that would make him a worse person even if the others won't listen to me, I have to keep going. So now I'm sitting on the shower floor, with cold water tapping on my head, hoping that the coldness of the water would take some of the pain away, thankfully it did, even though it was only a little bit. As go to stand up and get out of the shower, I hear footsteps walking past my door when I hear a knock at my door.

I tell the person that I would be there in a minute and got into something somewhat like normal, making sure my hair wasn't the mess it had been the last couple of days, I walk up to my door to open it to only see that there was no one there.

As I close my door I hear a crash from behind me. I know I should probably be scared but at this point, I don't think a toast would want to see me, let alone another side. "Remus..?" I ask still facing the door. It took me a lot of effort for me not to stutter; "If anyone is in here, t-tell me who you are so I can address you in the correct manner."

With me now cursing at myself for stuttering, I try to take a deep breath in to calm myself down, but it gets caught in my throat, and before I even notice, I hear something, someone running up to me. "It's okay, Logan..." The voice said calmly, a voice that only Remus could do. Looking up I see that I was right, it was Remus, but when our eyes meet I feel something inside of me that makes me feel like all the pain I've ever been in was worth it. "R-Remus..?" I stutter out but at this point, I don't even care, he was just so hot, so... perfect...

"Logan..? Are you okay? Your face is really red..." My eyes widen to see a scared Remus, a side of him I've never seen before. I blink a couple of times just to make sure I this wasn't a dream, and that I was hearing right.

It's now or never Logan...

(Wow that was I longer chapter than normal... Anyways, I hope you enjoyed it, as it took ages to write, but I'm really proud of this! Thanks for reading this! You are all amazing, make sure to have an amazing day and I'll see you when I have the motivation to make the next chapter! BYE!)