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by AnimePodfics

by AnimePodfics

Roman's POV

When I finally catch up to Virgil, I see him outside of Logan's door frozen in place like a statue. I turn to face what he was seeing and the sight made me physically sick. My fucked up brother and the worst nerd to existence to be hugging, I didn't even know that Logan had emotions, let alone for the hell that is my brother. I hear more footsteps coming towards us -probably Patton and Janus- as I just stare at the two. "This has gone way too far," I say firmly, I look around to see Patton almost in tears nodding along with Virgil and Janus. "We need to see Thomas, to make sure he is okay." Says a very scared Virgil, to the point I couldn't even reach out for his hand, as he was already sinking out.

It wasn't even 15 seconds before the 4 of us were In the real world. "Thomas!" Patton calls out, scaring the living daylights out of him. "Pat!? Is everything okay!?!" I see Virgil walk over to Thomas; "Thomas, breath in for 4," I hear Virgil say, what was I meant to do here?! "Calm down Roman..." I hear a voice behind me, "Jan..?" I say softly; "Yes, Roman it's me. I just have one question for you..." Turning around I see Janus' face full of grief. "Yeah?"

"Why do you hate Logan so much?"

The question took me by surprise, did he actually care about Logan? "Because he-" I feel my face go pale; "He- when were all younger- he went to the imagination without my permission, and... He raided my town's lab..." By the time I had finished, I had my head down and tears in my eyes. I really didn't want to tell him, but being deceit- I think- he would be able to tell I would have been lying. "You have to be joking, right?" I shake my head, "No, Janny..." I carefully look up at him, I really didn't want to laugh at me. "So ALL of the insults you told Logan, ALL of the HATE you have given him, was because of something dumb he did when we were kids?!" I could hear the anger in his voice, and it was something I didn't like. "Y-yes..." The room goes dead silent and I feel everyone's eyes on me. I hear Janus sigh; "Look, I'm not angry at you, but it is really stupid to hold a grudge because of something that small, but I understand." I let a breath out that I didn't know I was holding, but within seconds I feel another breath become stuck in my throat.

"But do you know how unwanted he feels, do you know how many years I've wanted to help him, but didn't want to be the bad guy?! And with Remus- he- Remus can hear other sides' bad thoughts, and it got to the point that one night Logan was so bad that Remus didn't have control over Logan's thoughts that I had to go to Logan's room just to get him to sleep and so Remus wouldn't be CRYING IN PAIN??!!!?"

I was stuck in place, "Did I do that to him..?" Looking at Janus I already knew the answer, "You were the biggest problem, but Patton and Virgil didn't help it either. For example, when Virgil first joined the videos the constant insults really hurt him..." The room went silent once again and this time it was Thomas' turn to speak. "Sooooo, why did you all rise up?" We all turned to him before looking at each other when Janus steps forward.

"Virgil felt someone having a panic attack and it wasn't any of us, and when he tried to think of what Logan would do- he realized we have forgotten about Logan..." He says in shame, "H-how long..?" I see Janus take a deep breath in, probably knowing this question was coming. "Over 3 weeks, Thomas..." You could hear the shame in his voice, it was obvious he felt bad about what we did to Logan, even if he didn't do it. "We then went to Logan's room, and we found him cuddling with Remus-" "REMUS!?! OH MY GOD IS HE OKAY?!?!?!" I sigh realizing it would be a good time to tell him, "He's fine Thomas... It was the first time I've seen either of them happy in years..." I hear a laugh coming from Virgil, and giving him a look of confusion he starts to talk. "Just before you got to Logan's door I heard Remus say 'I love you' to Logan followed by a kiss to his cheek."

"This would have been one hell of a Sanders Sides video to record." I smile and look at him, "It would nice to work on something with you Thomas"

(Sorry for not uploading for AGES but I forgot about this book, I'm just happy that you can see this chapter because I'm really happy with it! I hope you liked it too! Hope you all have a great sleep tonight, I know I will, I just got a weighted blanket and I love it, so I'll sleep like an angel! If you have any ideas to make more angst in this book I would love to hear what you guys have! For now, I'm going to cuddle with my cat, so until next time, BYE!!!)