Rapper Preferences And Imagines

Juice Wrld•• Depend

This isn't good.

I have to let go but I'm attached, I'm in love but for all the wrong reasons. I know I should stop, I should let him go and not be so selfish...but he makes me feel something other than pain.

I can't keep doing this...I can't hurt him.

"Hey mamas" he smiles at me, kissing my neck as he hugs me. My heart aches.

"Jare? Can we talk?" I makes eye contact before nodding his head. "We should stop." I say and he makes a face.

"Stop what?"

"We're together for all the wrong reasons, do- do we even love each other?"

"I love you Niko and that's real."

"No its not. There's a difference. We're using each other for suppression. We're drugs" he sighs and rolls his eyes.

"I need you-"

"That's the problem! We're dependent on each other. We need each other in order to forget, to be something... to be happy Jarad I don't think that's good"

"Its good for me. That's what I need" It my turn to sigh.

"Jarad please...just for a while-"

"Your scared" he says, standing up and pacing the room. "Last time you got attached like this you got hurt. You've been fucked over multiple time by multiple people who didn't know what they had in their possession. I promise... I need you as much as you need me." I start to hate myself, until he grabs my hands.

"Get outta your head...please" his kisses my forehead and I crave more. I want him as badly as I need him.

I'm dependent.

I'm addicted.

My favorite drug....

Is him.

~Jay✍