The meeting just ended and me and Jonah are back at our house
the boys were super nice to me and it made me feel really good
"Okay so we NEED to practice your walking"
"why I don't want to"
"baby you have to your doctor told me we have to practice at least once a day"
"But tonight was so stressful"
"I know Cam but come on."
"fine but when I fall you better catch me"
"don't worry I will now stand up"
"Help me and I will"
he walks over and grabs my hands dragging me up
"okay now walk!"
"Jonah, that doesn't help!"
"Okay what do I do"
"drag me and I'll try to move"
"Okay okay sorry"
he starts pulling and I try to walk but I just can't
"I can't do it!"
"yes, you can do it!"
"no!" I start to panic and fall down right to the floor
"FUCK! I TOLD YOU" I scream from the ground and start to cry
"don't cry"
he comes up to me and tries to comfort me
"go away, Jonah!" I scream when he puts his hand on my shoulder
"hey stop yelling at me I'm trying to help you"
"it's not working. I'm never going to be able to walk again you might as well just leave"
"Woah Cam don't say that. we've talked a million times about this I'm never leaving you now why don't we try one more time"
"I'm tired of doing this! I just want to go to sleep. today's been awful"
"Okay okay we can go to bed I'm sorry today was so bad even after all I did to help you feel better"
"just getting me stupid fake braces and stuff doesn't help at all"
"well, I fucking tried okay! all I've been doing is trying to make you better. I try to make you feel better over all of this and it's not good enough, I try to make you walk better and you won't fucking do it, I'm trying. you're not doing anything but fucking complaining all the time."
"you just don't understand Jonah."
"you're right. I don't understand why you fight with me over everything"
"I'm just stressed okay. Can you just help me up? I'm sorry"
"no you want to say I don't help you at all I'll show you how I don't help"
he walks away with me still on the floor
"JONAH HELP!" I yell to him
"I SAID NO"
"JONAH COME ON I CAN'T GET UP"
"FIGURE IT OUT" he slams our bedroom door and I begin to cry into my hands
I can't believe he did this to me he's the worst
I immediately grab my phone and call my friend Jaida, who answers right away
"Hey Cam what's up?"
"j-jonah left me alone on the ground... I need help I'm stuck and I can't get up"
"Woah Woah what!"
"I had to practice my walking and I freaked out and fell. we got into a fight and he just left me on the ground! please come and help me"
"I'm on my way you're staying with me tonight"
"t-thank you"
I hang up and wait for her to arrive
she doesn't live too far so she gets to me fast
"oh my god!" I hear her say looking at me
"help me" I whisper and she walks over
she brought her boyfriend too so they both help me up
from all the noise Jonah comes downstairs
"what are you doing to my girlfriend?" he asks them
"you're a dick she's coming to my house," Jaida tells him
"what did I do?"
"go away Jonah, you know what happened"
they put me in my wheelchair and we start to leave, however, Jonah walks over to me and touches my shoulder
"Leave me alone, you told me to figure it out and I did now never talk to me again"
"are you going to come back"
"I don't know Jonah right now just go away and don't worry"
"I have to worry about you you-"
"if you cared about me you wouldn't have walked away when I needed you the most"
