Tomorrow's the day
the day I am getting married, that's if Mr baby doesn't come out today or then
it's a few weeks after my due date which means he's ready to pop out at any minute
Since I'm pregnant, walking has been extra difficult for me. I'm hoping that once I'm healed from labor walking will come simply. I just don't know.
it's actually really bothering me that I won't be able to walk up to Jonah
my plan was at the wedding to start in my wheelchair and end up walking towards him but now I don't know if I'll be able to
"how do you feel?" Jonah asks me
"nervous and excited for everything. like I'm so excited to marry you but nervous that Blake will be here"
oh and we decided to name our baby Blake
"I understand that but if we have to postpone our wedding for our baby I'll be okay"
"I guess. are you having any doubts about marrying me"
"I have absolutely none. why do you?"
"no, I can't wait to marry you it's just I'm nervous. I heard with babies a lot of things change and we won't even have that time as a newly married couple"
"yeah, but everything will work out I promise. I love you and I love him and I'll wait forever for that moment with you if it means our babies with us. we've been together for so long I don't even think we'll need it"
"I love you too. I'm sorry every time we mention getting married I talk about how nervous I am"
"don't apologize. I like knowing what you feel and trying to fix it for you. that's what a boyfriend... well I guess tomorrow husband is for"
"I love when you call yourself that"
"what?"
"my husband. it just feels so official. makes me feel happy. and eventually, our baby will call you daddy and it will just be crazy."
"I know it's so weird. now I'm a boyfriend, tomorrow I'm a husband and dad. hopefully, I'll be a dad a little bit after the wedding but still, I'll be a dad. and you'll be a mom and my wife. life's crazy"
"do you think if we never got into the accident if we would be getting married right now"
"to be honest. a year ago when the accident happened, I was still publicly 'dating' Tate and lying to you so I don't know. all I know is in some way I'm grateful for the accident cause it's made us much closer and brought us here"
"I agree. I just wish I didn't lose my legs in the process of this"
"true. at least you're getting back to walking right?"
"I was but it's still harder with the baby in me. but I'll be okay"
"yes you will and if you need help with it you always have me."
"that's all I need in life... plus Blake once he's here"
"I can't wait for him to be"
