"so i have to meet this bitch oh great" Camryn tells me once i give her the news
"Cam you don't even know what she looks like"
"she's dating my boyfriend i don't need to know"
"oh well it doesn't matter anyways now there's good news"
"i guess"
"well anyways tell me about therapy?"
"oh well he just-"
"wait he... your therapist is a boy?"
"yeah why. anyways he just talked to me about what he's going to do"
"is he going to touch you"
"i mean yeah he has to"
"maybe we should find a different one"
"why?"
"i don't feel comfortable with my girlfriend being touched by a boy"
"but you feel comfortable having sex with a girl that's not your girlfriend, interesting"
"seriously Camryn"
"i don't think you have a right to be upset with me for saying that, Jonah. it is true you do have sex with another girl when you have a girlfriend right here to have sex with"
"well i can't really have sex with you now can i"
"and who's fault is that"
"maybe if you weren't so annoying in the car i wouldn't have had to get angry and the car wouldn't have hit you"
"well i was told that my boyfriend didn't tell me about his band cause he thought i was going to use him. i had a reason to be annoying and mad at you"
"you know you've been getting
mad at me a lot lately, Tate never gets mad at me"
"then maybe you should just be with Tate Jonah" i say rolling my eyes
"maybe i will just be with her" he says seriously
my heart breaks at what he says but i have to act strong
"fine do it i don't need you."
he gets up and goes to the room door and grabs the handle
"a-are you really going to leave me jonah" i say before he turns it, my voice cracks a little due to the fact i start to tear up
after he got up and went to the door i realized how dumb this argument is
i'm so stupid now he's going to leave me for what i said
FUCK
"yes i really am, you just said it yourself you don't need me. so bye" he opens the door and starts to step out
"WAIT!"
"What Cam!"
"d-dont leave me please. i-i do need you i'm just being dumb and stubborn. please i get it i'm jealous of some girl i don't even know and you don't even like. i'm crazy and annoying and i get mad at you a lot but please don't leave me" i beg
"Ca-"
"no seriously please. if you leave i will literally throw myself off this bed and crawl just to get to you. i don't care please just don't leave me. i-i need you"
"babe-"
